Each of me is something

Each of me was great

I don't regret a single one

but now the hour's late

I feel the dark encroaching

then soon will come the light

It's different this time

I just don't think it's right

the first time was just nature

and I was happy to concede

the second time was thrust on me

for my supposed misdeeds

the third one felt like this one

though I wasn't near as sad

the fourth was just a tumble

that one didn't make me mad

Number five just makes me sick

and six was just another three

Seven ended with a bang

and broke the hearts in me

Eight was in the war

I had injuries to mend

Nine another ending

and the beginning to my end

So here stands ten

so much like those that came before

If I had another moment

I could be so much more

I am sad, I am angry, I'm sick

my hearts are torn in four

I won't go quiet

I won't be dignified

I will not be contented

as all of me has died

I'll fight and kick and scream

and put on a brilliant show

because although I have to

I just don't want to go