A/N: Yes. Another new story. This one is written mainly because I'm super mad at the fact that Kurt and Blaine broke up and Kurt won't get back with him! Grrr….okay…..continuing…When Kurt becomes too busy in NY, Blaine starts cutting. When they break up, Blaine seriously considers suicide, and the cutting gets worse. When Kurt comes to watch the school play, and says he doesn't trust Blaine anymore, Blaine decides to end it all. Will Kurt and the Glee Club find him in time? Read and find out. Warning: Super angsty! I'm also just gonna put in a Trigger Warning, just in case. Takes place in Season 4.
Chapter 1
"Hey listen, can I call you back? I'm really busy right now."
Blaine felt like he'd been kicked in the stomach. Kurt was too busy for him. Again.
"Sure," he muttered. "I love you."
"Yeah, I love you too," Kurt replied in a rushed voice. "Look, I've gotta go okay? Bye."
Blaine let his phone drop to his bed, tears rolling down his face as he pulled out the army knife his father had given to him when he was in the Boy Scouts. He began to cut.
What had he done wrong? Why was Kurt too busy for him? Hadn't he been a good boyfriend? He choked on his own tears, sobbing harshly. The only thing he wanted were Kurt's arms around him. But Kurt didn't want him. Nobody wanted him.
He picked up his phone, and dialed a number.
"Eli. Can I come over tonight? There's a lot going on right now."
"Sure, babe, come on!" Eli replied, oblivious to Blaine's emotions.
Blaine sobbed again. He didn't want Eli, he wanted Kurt. But he wasn't going to get Kurt because Kurt didn't want him around anymore. So he'd find something else to distract him tonight. He'd go to Eli's place.