Prologue

I could hear the faint sound of his breathing.

I twisted the sharp knife in my fingers, blood trailing down to my elbow.

Just one more to go.

I grinned and walked toward him.

His snoring getting louder with each step, I aimed the knife directly at his heart and swung it up in the air, then slashed.

Slashed until I could hear his piercing screams through out my ears.

Slashed until I heard him begging to stop.

All I heard before he died was,

"I love you!"

He died.

Chapter 1 Soul mates

Her fingers glided across the piano keys, before she pressed one making a ding noise.

She sighed and glanced at the mirror hanging on the wall,

her face was blotchy from all the crying she'd done.

Someone had asked her to go on a date on her but she refused, she thought it was just some other guy asking her to go on a date with her but no.

It had to be him.

It had to.

She screamed, more tears streaming down her face, she banged on the piano keys making a loud dinging noise.

"Why is that you can't just forgive me?!"

"WHY!"

She slammed her arms against the roof of the piano before yelling,

"WHY?!!"

"Miku-nee!!" Rin shouted

I turned; she was so happy, so full of excitement.

I held my breath for a moment before putting on a fake smile.

"RIN!!" I shouted running up to her and hugging her.

She's always full of hope and joy; I've never actually seen her depressed.

From behind Rins shoulder Len saw me, he glared.

He could see right through me, he could see that I was depressed.

I frowned, then waved, I settled Rin down, telling her that I had to go.

She nodded, understanding.

I turned my back on her and headed inside the building.

You don't understand Rin, you're only 14.

14.

14.

14.

Those two numbers made me want to puke.

Barf.

I ran past Kaito.

I didn't want him to see me.

I did not want him to see that I depressed.

Over him.

I mean, isn't that really stupid?

Being depressed over some stupid guy?

Yeah, it was.

I exhaled sharply, not noticing that I was holding my breath.

I shut the bathroom stall door.

I snatched the silver blade from my bag and held it in my hands.

Why am I doing this?

I threw the blade against the wall, making a slash across the stall door.

Love.

It was because of love.

A malfunction.

A jail.

A death.

Where have I heard that before?

I picked up the blade carefully, careful not to cut myself and shoved it in my bag.

Because of love.

Because I was truly in love.

With him.

I opened the stall door, to see Akita holding a journal, her eyes scanning the pages quickly.

When she heard the stall door open, she yelped and dropped the journal.

I picked it up and read the cover.

KA Journal

"Hey! Don't touch that! That isn't yours!!" She screeched and snatched it from my hands; she huffed and ran out the bathroom.

Ka?

Ka?

What the hell is Ka?

Wait…KA…KAITO.

Oh shit.

Oh shit.

Oh shit.

Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit.

I laughed out loud.

Kaito?! She likes Kaito!!

I howled with laughter.

"What the hell are laughing about Hatsune?" Someone asked,

"S-she." I held my stomach. "SHE LIKES HIM!!"

"Who?"

"Oh! A-"

I looked up to see Meiko. I stopped laughing, if I told her she would tell Kaito.

Then Kaito would tell Akita, then Akita would beat the crap outta me,

No, thanks.

"Someone in a book I'm reading."

"What book?" She asks.

"Love Story." I immediately say.

"Yeah, well…I'll see you during class." She waved and left.

I bit my lip and headed for class.

Because if someone had known I was a cutter I would be dead.

As in dead.