Ymir wasn't like most girls her age, she had little to no intrests, most things pissed her off and she only had one friend. Her best friend Krista. Despite knowing her for nine years she still couldn't belive that they'd become friends. When she first met Krista they were assigned as partners during a school trip to the zoo. She'd dragged her around the entire zoo wanting to see all of the animals while Ymir couldn't care less. It was only when she said Ymir acted like the tigers did she become interested.
When she asked what she meant she said that she was big and scary but also strong and cool. She'd leand down and flicked her head calling her weird. Somehow a deep friendship had formed from that and now the two were nearly inseparable. It had only taken her a year to discover that she loved the adorable little blonde, although she's mananged to hide her true feelings for years now.
"Where the hell is she?" she asked herself looking at her watch for the fifth time in twelve minutes. "She calls me and says she want's to meet up and ask me something at four and now it's nearly four twenty. This had better be pretty damn impormenat."
"Ymir!" all her aggitation faded away when saw the small blonde rappidly comming down the street. When she got close she saw that she was out of breath. "What happended to you?" she asked after Krista gave her her usual gretting hug.
"My parents called and wanted to talk and I couldn't exactly hang up on them."
No matter how hard she tried she could never stay mad at her. "Fine but your're treating me for making me wait."
"Alright but we're sharing whatever we get." Krista took her arm and began to lead her down the sidewalk and toward one of the local coffe shops.
Once inside Krista insisted that they get cocca instead of coffe. Ymir didn't care either way as she didn't have to pay. Once they had their treat in hand they choose a seat further away from people.
"So what is it you wanted to aske me anyway? Your message said it was impormenat that you talk to me in person."
"Well it's kind of complicated."
"Krista you know damn well I'll sit here and listen so why don't you just start at the begining."
Before she started she took a few glances around making sure nobody could hear. "Alight it's about me and Reiner." at the menion of his name Ymir clenched her fists. Reiner was Krista's boyfried for the last few months and had quickly moved to the top of Ymirs list of people she hated. Of course she hated everyone that tried to hit on Krista but he'd been the only one to endure her wrath long enough to ask her out.
Christa liked him so she had held herself back from punching him, but of course shed'd given him a piece of her mind the first time they'd met.
"Did he do something?" there was ice in her tone. Her temper was well known and nothing would stop her once mad.
"No! well not really, it's just.."
"Just what?"
"Well we've been together for a few months now and I really like him. So we've been talking about it for a while and I think it's time we got more physical."
"Krista why the hell are you telling me this?"
She began to fidgit in her chair under Ymir's stare. She knew this would me an akward converstion but she'd power through. "Well because I'm pretty scared about finally doing this. And I don't want to make a fool of myself so I was hopeing that maybe you could you know, help me practice so I don't make a fool of myself."
Is she asking me to have sex with her? She can't can she? She truely belived that she must have misheard her untill she saw how red her cheeks were.
"Krista I'm pretty sure I mishead you can you repeat yourself."
"I want you to take my virginity alright!" after saying that she shrunk into her chair as her outburst drew the attention of some people for a few seconds.
"Youre really serious arent' you?"
"You're the only person who I can ask. You're my best friend and I'd know you'd never hurt me. Plus it would be easier because of your extra part."
Krista had found out about Ymirs extra apendage one night a few years ago. She'd of course told her that it didn't matter what she did or didn't have which was a massive relief for Yimir.
"Krista do you even know what your asking?"
"Yes, I've been thinking about this for a while and sooner or later I was going to ask you to do this anyway. I know it's asking a lot and I don't expect an answer right now. Just give it some thought and get back to me with an answer."
Ymir could only nod as her mind tried to process this. After they got the akward part of their conversation over with they began to chat and catch up. She told her that Reiner was at a miltary training camp for the next couple of weeks so she'd be free to hang out with her more which of coures made her happy.
By the time the two of them finally parted ways Yimir was seriously started to think about Krista's request.
Just my luck, I fatasize about having sex with her for years and then the moment she gets a boyfriend and she wants me to fuck her.
As she walked home she thought about being with Krista. She had to focus on thinking and not fantasizing otherse she was likley to get hard surroned by strangers and that would be a problem.
When she finally manged to get home her mind and her body were completly focused on Krista. She didn't even have to look down to know that she'd gotton hard as soon as she'd gotton through the door.
"Wonderful now I got to take of this." she paused for a moment thing of her options.
Cold shower? No that would take to long. Maybe I should just wait for it to go down on it's own. Nah with how I am it just pop up again later. she sighed knowing there was only one way to deal with this. Feeling the disgust in what she was about to she headed over to the couch and dropped her pants and boxers freeing her rock hard member as she sat down.
This wasn't the first time she'd done this while thinking about Krista but that didn't make it easier for her. With her thoughts already filled with Krista it didn't take long for her to finish and pull her pants back up.
In the back of her mind she already knew she would say yes but she would still try to think of a reason, any reason to say no.
I've spent to many years avoiding my feelings and staying friends with her to looses it after just one night. Even though it would probably be the best day of my life, of course knowing she's only doing it with me so she can do it with Reiner does piss me off. But at least I know I'll be her first.
Fuck it, I'll deal with this crap later I got to get to work.
Ymir worked as a bartender during the night at a local club. She couldn't stand the music or the people but the pay was good and the hours were decent.
Most of the time she mostly just tried to pass the time by watching people make idiots of themselves. On the rare occasion Krista would come in and they'd spend the evening talking, but with her seeing Reiner those times were becomming rarer and rarer. Now the only thing that kept her night interesting was when the occasional fight broke out.
Her night went as usual, a bunch of drunken assholes trying to pick up chicks and demanding drinks. The Dj kept ordering the same shots of vodka as he worked on trying to stay sober enough to do his job.
"Hey Ymir how's it been?" she turned her attention to the dark haired women she knew as Mikasa. She had worked here with Ymir for a time but she still dropped by from time to time.
"And what do you want."
"I'd like to know if you'd seen Eren here tonight."
"If you mean that guy you've been stalking for the last month yeah he showed up about a half hour ago. If you like him so much why don't you just ask him out already?"
"Your one to talk Ymir." she caught sight of Eren and ran off before she had the chance to smack her.
She spent the rest of her shift thinking about Krista and what Mikasa had said.
Krista's not gay so I can't ask her out. But maybe... NO! Can't get your hopes up Yimir.
Just settle for what you can get.
When her shift was finally over the she made it back home she'd once again started fantaszing about what she and Krista would do next time they met. As she layed in bed and tried to resist jacking off for the second time today her eyes landed on a picture of her and Krista a few years ago during a christmas party. Somewhow she'd gotten her to dress as santa to match her elf costume. Someone had snapped of picture of her smileing with Krista sitting in her lap. Of course Krista had gotton mad at her later for stealing the camra so only she and her had this photo.
She was just about to go to sleep when her found started ringing, knowing that few people had her number and even fewer would call her this late she picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Hey Ymir I just wanted to call and tell you goodnight."
"Next time just let me sleep Krista."
"Sorry I'll let you get back to it then."
"Christa wait!"
"What?" she took a deep breath and tried to imagine what future would come from the next things she said.
"I'll do it."
"Really!?"
"Yeah come to my place tommrow at eight." that would give her time to clean up and prepare.
"Thankyouthankyou thank you! I promise you won't regret this." she quickly hung up allowing what she just said to sink in.
"I guess we'll see about that tommrow."
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