Fan fiction: Penguins of Madagascar
Characters: Rico and Skipper
Language: English
Genre(s): Family, Hurt/Comfort

Silence

Silence is a source of great strength

I don't talk that much some people don't understand me at all they just smile at me.

But I know what they are really thinking they find it werid that I don't speak.

But I do try it must be nice to say whats on your mind where and when ever you want.

It must lift alot of weight off your shoulders.

I wish I could do that I have so much weight on my shoulders they feel like they are going to break.

But what make it worse is everyone tells me their secrets that they don't want anyone else knowing, because they know there is no way I could tell anyone.

But what annoys me is that at the end when they have told me their secrets they say to me please don't tell anyone, to be truthful you would of never told me that if you think I could tell anyone now would you.

Sometimes I wish I could scream at the top of my lungs when I try nothing comes out.

Sometimes when everyone else are talking I really want to join in with them but all I can do is just stand there listening.

Everyone thinks I am crazy but wouldn't you be if you could not talk and have what you want to say to people haunt you everyday.

Sometimes when I really would like to say something and I can't obviously it feels like the words are burning in my throat trying to get out but failing.

Sometimes when we meet someone new they say my name for me and say I don't talk.

Sometimes once they hear that they don't talk to me at all as if I am not there.

I am easly forgotten because I am that quite I could stand in a corner of any room and no one will know I am there.

I feel so useless and unwanted but a little bright bit of me knows I am not, but that Little bit of light is getting dark and more silent then I am.

They don't see it do they they really don't, they all look so happy going around and doing there own things talking to themselfs out loud.

While I am sitting here, it has finally happenend I knew it would some day the weight on my shoulder has finally broke my shoulders.

I wish it was back on my shoulders it is doing worse damage inside of me then it did on my shoulders, it is killing me inside the things I forgot are coming back and are ten times worse.

The little bit of light inside me is screaming screaming for me to stop the darkness.

Screaming for me to tell someone what I am feeling.

I really wish I could but I can't the little bit of light is crying now, I break down I start to cry as well just as the darkness covers me from the inside.

I feel something warm wrapped around me the darkness does not like this warmness I grab onto it, I open my eyes to see what it is.

It's my leader hugging me he notices I am looking at him he smiles at me I smile back, I feel his love and the darkness is disappearing and the light is getting bigger.

I shake as the last bit of darkness goes. I feel him wrap around me more tighter and more protectively.

I giggle to myself you never see this side of him, I let go of him and he did the same I smiled at him "Th'k y'u Sk'per" he just smiles and hugs me again.

If you don't understand my silence you will never understand my words