Preface

Sometimes, I feel like all this is just a dream, no smile or laugh can fully express the joyous feeling I have now. A rich man's happiness couldn't even

compare to one-tenth of this feeling. There's so much love and joy in my world but beneath all this, there's anxiety, fright and loss. Anxiety to the

future, fright for my family and loss of happiness. My life is somehow an hour glass with each sand falling, numbering my days...