~AN~

I hereby clarify that I own nothing of SOA relation. All characters are created by K. Sutter, except my OC's. This fic is purely for fun and I profit from nothing.

Happy/OC (and also Tig/OC and Koz/OC)

There are no specific ties with the TV programme 'issues'. It's just a simple, go with the flow story, however I will be using typical K. Sutter one liners, which are just too awesome not to use. All the things that have happened to the characters in the show have happened, except…Kip and Luann are not dead. Abel was kidnapped, Gemma was raped although such events will not be highlighted to such an extent that it will matter to my story.

**Warning! Explicit content! **

There will be references to, and actual, non consensual sex, some parts will be quite full on, and I apologise for any upset this may cause but I'm warning you now, if you take offense to such things, including scenes of a sexual nature, swearing and violence please do not read any further.

CAPS = Shouting
Italics!= thoughts/flashbacks
Bold = for emphasise.
Underlining = Text/Phone Conversations

Ok here we go people…

Chapter 1

***January 15th 2009 20:50 Tacoma***

"I can't fucking do this anymore. If I stay, I'm a fucking asshole; if I go I'm an asshole. I can't win."

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean? I've never once kept you on a bitch leash. I just don't want you to get hurt."

"Fuck… baby, you are not listening to me! It's my fucking job, this is what I do. I told you before this shit started, you can't change me, I don't wanna be changed… It's as simple as that."

"I NEVER SAID I WANTED TO FUCKING CHANGE YOU"

"You shout at me one more time, you and me are gonna have a problem." He was calm and collected, but pointed a deadly finger at her face.

"What the fuck are you gonna do about it, huh, tough guy?" She challenged back, never once faltering and didn't even insinuate with a seductive tone. She was dead angry and so was he.

"Don't push me Lana, I mean it." He tried to sound authoritive but his words spat through gritted teeth and it only made him look the least bit controlled.

"Oh fuck you Hap. It's pathetic the shit they make you do has only made you more susceptible to the cruel way you treat me." Lana sighed, losing all effort to even start the fight all over again.

"That's what you don't get… they don't make me do this shit, I want to do it. I like doing it. I'm good at it. I don't wanna mix Club life with my personal shit that's why I keep all this shit from you."

"Happy, are you kidding me? You can't keep your two worlds apart if you tried. You come home to me and your cut still stinks of pussy that ain't mine… you fucker! And… it's not healthy for you to even think killing people is an OK job, it's not!"

"Don't patronise me Lana, and I'm not having this fight again. Get your fucking shit together. If you want me to take you to your mothers then hurry the fuck up, I haven't got all night." He waved his hand in the air, dismissing his participation in the conversation any further.

Lana watched as his face displayed no remorse for his words, acting like she was a chore, a burden to his 'other life'. It infuriated her so much, that she made sure his back was turned, took one big step forward, quickly spread her palms on his back and shoved as hard as she could.
"You fucking asshole…I fucking hate you…YOU RUINED MY FUCKING LIFE." She screamed, her eyes getting bigger as the realisation of what she'd just done, hit her like a freight train. She was scared, but she had the guts to see it through. Lately dishing out as good as she got was the only contact she had with him, knowing he was going to retaliate, how, she wasn't quite sure but she hoped within the depths of her heart that she would get something worth remembering, because after tonight, whether he knew it or not, she wasn't coming back.

~AN~

Sorry for the really short chapter, the next chapters are much longer just needed to get the ball rolling.

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