A/N: I disclaim everything besides this story.
Ever since the day I met you, the day you saved me, I have always loved you and yet you couldn't look at me the way I wanted you to look at me. But you're one of my precious friends so I keep my feelings in control. I never knew this was really hard for a person like me when that someone is together with someone else. Especially my best friend. Though it dreadfully hurts, I must tolerate it for the sake of the ones I love- my friends, my family…..Tsuna.
We've been together for so long and still, I'm with you. Your ally, your family, your friend. 'Friend'- that's all we could ever be. You tell me things about your daily life. Some things I never knew. And when you cry, I'm always by your side. Your shoulder to cry on. Sometimes I wonder how you can put up with awful problems of being a mafia boss while blending in normally with the others. Oh yeah, I forgot. The Sky is never without his Sun. Exquisitely shining onto the vast sky which it welcomes it oh so lovingly. And I'm like the spring who decorates the sky once in a year, the moon that chases the Sun's light. I'm really envious. That I can't deny.
You tell me about the days when you two are together. The love you shared, the times you spent together and I just listened eagerly at each word you spoke. Sometimes, I think you're mocking me but I know you'd never do that. Deep inside, you'll never see, never hear my feelings. This tremendous feeling of emptiness that makes me feel so torn. But since it's you, I can tolerate it as much as I can. And because you're my friend- I knew from the start that this is we could ever be. And it is because I have love you for the past ten years but everyone has limits. So, I guess this is goodbye. But remember this…I'll always be Your ally, your family, your friend.