The Life I Lead
So let me take this medicine
To quench my love for violent things
My swan song will. Be like a bullet laced in anger
As the razor cuts a soft spot
On your heel.
It's so amazing how I can't look at you anymore without feeling like I need a bullet in my skull. You betrayed me! You left me! I'm tired of fighting a battle I may never win,. What is the purpose to keep fighting? To have the rest of the few people I love be murdered?
(Each breath) is getting slower
(This war) is getting harder
To fight by myself
(Sick waves) of bitter fashion,
(Ripped down) the shield that I have
Tears rain from above.
I would run like hell to the ends of the earth to escape this. I hate feeling this way…so lost and tired. I'm slowly losing what tiny bit of sanity I had left. I'm losing who I am, and it's getting harder to see what that was. I love you, but you don't care!
Do you see?
The life I lead?
So follow me into the sun,
And I will bleed, the poisons dry.
You were with me at my worst, saw through my best and left in my prime. You know my scars and you you've felt my pain. I was loyal to you, love. Why weren't you loyal to me? I trusted you with my life so many times..i even held yours in my hands that day..which feels like so long ago. All I feel now is your bliding hate. But my love is for you alone.
These bayonet scars never cease
To blind the light shed from the beast
And all we do is hate.
(Eyes shot) from constant visions.
(Angels) are rendered useless
Good has lost its heart.
Do you see?
The life I lead?
So follow me into the sun,
And I will bleed, the poisons dry.
For you
For you!
This is what's left of me. Enjoy my pain. Watch my misery unfold. Witness as the numbness envelops my being. Laugh at my confusion. See me fall into the depths of my darkness. Falling, till I hit the bottom. This is what you did to me Riff, my love. All because of you. You betrayed me, for him.
Bite to break skin,
Don't give the secret,
My stoic face,
Beaten with passion
Smiling I held the gun in my hand, bringing it up to my head. I close my eyes and I see your face…My finger on the trigger.
The phoenix will die
Inside the fire storm
I am the son
So follow my footsteps.
Haaa I'm actually happy with that. It's probably the first thing I've written in a long while. I got the idea from a fight with my best friend…and the amazing inspiration of Senses Fail X3 Anyway Review please! Should I continue? Ideas are welcome. Flames make me sad thou….):
-assholetheycalllove