New story.... This is a short.. kinda.. introduction.. chapter...
I don't own Kim Possible.. yada yada you know it.. XD
Enjoy!
Insecurity
What is up with her today? Kim asked herself as she dodged another weak attempt of an attack. Shego didn't seem her usual self today. She was quiet, meaning no comments or snide remarks. She was slow and not concentrated, result a weak and pitiful fight. It couldn't even be called a fight. Kim dodged Shego's weak attempted attacks and she didn't even counterattack. She kept on dodging Shego's attacks with ease; she didn't put a lot of effort into it. Just like Shego who was not even trying to hit Kim. Her attacks didn't have any strength or speed behind them.
"What's up with you?" Kim asked deciding it was useless to fight any longer. Shego stopped her 'attack' and just gazed at Kim with a dull look.
"Nothing." She muttered even though she knew that Kim wouldn't believe it. The red head frowned deeply as she examined Shego's features. She looked like she had been neglecting her health and it was taking a toll on her looks and her body functions.
"Really, I know we're enemies but something is up." Kim replied and Shego just growled in response. She turned away, not wanting to face the smaller girl. Kim started walking up to her but came to a stop when she heard Drakken shout Shego's name.
"Got to go." Shego mumbled and she slowly walked off. It didn't look like walking; it was like something was dragging her body forward. Her shoulders hung, her head was down and she slowly disappeared out of sight. Kim felt a pang of sorrow in her chest as she watched Shego. She didn't go after Shego, knowing that it would be useless. She appeared physically beaten and neglected, it was down right depressing and heartbreaking. Something was wrong and Kim was going to find out what.
She dragged her current boyfriend, Ron, along and out of the lair. She caught a glimpse of Shego and Drakken escaping with the hovercraft. She sighed and beeped Wade for a ride back home. During their ride home Ron kept asking what was wrong. Kim kept answering that nothing was wrong because she didn't feel the need to share. She eventually made it clear that he was annoying her beyond limits. He stopped asking what was wrong and became quiet after mumbling a soft 'sorry'.
Normally Kim would've apologized for being so unkind. Yet she didn't and they said goodbye without a single apology from her side. She didn't feel bad for treating Ron like that. She had been honest and frankly she had something else on her mind. She didn't stop thinking about Shego and the possible situation the woman was in. She was determined to discover what was wrong and if possible she was going to help as well. The whole situation with Shego made her slightly depressed.
"What a day." She muttered as she entered her room. All she wanted to do was take a shower and get some sleep. She needed to think about the situation and sleeping always helped. So naturally she took a warm shower and went to bed. She wrapped herself in her cozy pink thick covers and cuddled her cuddle buddy close. Even her last thought, before she fell asleep, was about Shego.
Meanwhile at a hideout somewhere on an unknown island said woman shifted in her bed for what was probably the 100th time. She groaned loudly as she yet again shifted, rolling onto her back. She had been shifting and rolling around in her bed for about an hour now. The moment she went to bed she had been tired and mentally broken. Yet when she lowered herself on her bed her mind started wandering towards her current problem. It frustrated her beyond limits and rolling around wasn't helping in relaxing her. She was very tempted to just burn something within her reach. She couldn't take it anymore as she turned to her side with yet another groan.
"What the hell is wrong with me?!" She questioned herself loudly. A sigh followed her question; she knew exactly what was going on. She knew why she was frustrated and it was clear that it wasn't going to solve itself just like that. She had to do something; she knew what had to be done but she didn't know how. Apart from that, the current situation made her quite insecure. Shego! For crying out loud! Me! A dangerous… bad… no EVIL, sexy, confident woman who can generate green plasma! I shouldn't be insecure! I've never been insecure! She scolded herself.
She rolled her eyes as she shifted yet again. She always ended up on her back, her hands behind her head as she stared up at her ceiling. She pondered about her situation and in some way it always made her mad. It frustrated her, made her insecure and to make it worse, the subject never left her mind. Throw that all together and you get a pissed off Shego.
"Oh damn it all to hell!" She yelled and she flung a small ball of plasma towards her wall. She watched how the small green ball disappeared as it hit the wall, leaving a small smoldering hole. A sudden knock on her door startled her slightly.
"What?" She questioned.
"Shego!? What was that!? It sounded like an explosion of some sort!" Drakken wined with his screechy voice.
"It was nothing! Go to bed!" She yelled back.
"Shego if something is wrong you can tell me. You know I like to think of us as one big evil family." Drakken said sounding less annoying. Shego sighed and even considered talking to him for a few seconds. She came to the conclusion that she shouldn't. He wouldn't understand and she wouldn't know what to say.
"I know but I don't have anything to share." Shego replied trying to sound at least a bit thankful.
"Okay well, goodnight then Shego." He said.
"Goodnight doc." Shego replied and she heard how he walked away, the footsteps fading gradually. She wasn't that desperate that she would talk to Drakken. She was close to being that desperate but she wasn't there yet. She felt like she had to solve the problem herself. One chance and if it doesn't work you'll have to get over it. She thought to herself. After rolling around in her bed, shifting from side to side for what seemed ages, she finally fell asleep.
She had promised herself to try and solve her problem. If that didn't work she just had to get over it. And even though it wouldn't be easy for her, solving the problem or getting over it, she was determined to do one of the two options. But first she was going to focus on solving the current situation. She didn't know how, where or when but she was going to give it a try. Giving up wasn't something she liked to do, so naturally she chose for the hard way first. It was all… or nothing…
Well now you're probably wondering.. (if you haven't figured it out yet) what the hell Shego's problem is!
tough luck XD
Hope you enjoyed this little scribbled attempt of a story.. !
