Ummm, so here's a little story about Tseng. Who wonders about Reno and Zack. I hope you'll like it. Enjoy~
Disclaimer: I do not own the FinalFantasy characters or places, SquareEnix does.
"HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU"
They do not know about each other. I could not allow it, that would be dangerous for them and for me. And so I am not going to let it happen.
I am the master of spies after all.
*
They both think I am indifferent towards the other one. I am careful not to ever show them my affection at work. But they still gaze upon me, eyes full of emotions they both fail to hide.
*
The one is for the day.
The other for the night.
Zack is like the sun, bright and beaming attracting everybody's attention. Reno is like the moon, illuminated by another's light, unsuccessfully hidden in the sea of stars.
They are my salvation. They lead me through my life without even knowing it. They show we my way through day and night. I feel so lost without them.
*
They both laugh. Reno's laughter is cynical and often disdainful, this is his method to hide the weight of the difficult past he carries on his lean shoulders. The method of covering his feelings with the mask of the one who doesn't care about nobody and nothing. Zack's is sincere and clear, always caused by jokes or spending time with his friends. It's a mask of his own to hide how much he misses his hometown and parents. He's the Soldier, and this is state no warrior should suffer, right…?
They're both likable, but Reno denies it, and always will, no matter what I tell him. For Zack it is so natural that he doesn't even notice.
They're brave, each in his individual and unique way. None of them would ever leave their comrades behind. Zack would help them out of heroism - so typical of him - and of his love for all that's living. Reno says it's only his duty and pragmatism. Such a lie. But I understand it well. He could never admit that he cares.
*
Zack tastes like happiness, Reno like temptation.
My Soldier is sweet and pleading, touching me always gently, but firmly, like he fears I will disappear.
My Turk is demanding and seductive, never wanting to let me go, requesting all of my attention.
*
"What's on yer mind?" Reno asks, when we lay down looking at the ceiling, slowly regaining our breaths after wild and almost violent sex.
"What are you thinking 'bout?" Zack asks, when he nuzzles up against me, after we both came whispering each other names in climax.
I have the same answer for both of them.