Hii so yeah I will be starting a new crossover story. I just couldn't find any creativity in writting Beyond the Horizon since after Edward's discovery everything will be repeated so there was no use so I figured why not create a story in which the cullens don't return but bella changes? So here I am with a new story which I hope I can complete. This will be a twilight/ transformers crossover. IF i have enough time I might start a Iron Man/ Twilight/ Avengers crossover :)

This is set after New Moon and Dark of the moon.

Enjoy and R&R! :)

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Twilight or Transformers series, characters or stories.

BELLA POV

I stood frozen in the darkening room as i stared out of the window. The sun was dipping behind the horizon as the sky streaked with crimson and gold, clouds rolling in as night fell. I stared at the waves as they crashed against the rocks. My face showed no emotion but my mind was racing as memories replayed in my head. I thought about my life, the things I wanted back in my life. Life was meaningless without him, even eternity. I never dreamed of this eternal existence without his presence. My existence is meaningless in this world. I have no aim, no hope. I didn't know how long I stood here frozen. The hole in my dead heart only expanded and the pain increased by every passing minute. The way the lonely days kept turning into lonely nights.

I took a deep breath and i slowly clenched my fists as I blinked and fell back into reality. It hurts so much. I still remember that day in the meadow. The day I was changed, I remembered how Victoria's black eyes gazed at me hungrily and for once I didn't run. I stood still. A smile slowly crept on my face. I was ready for death but instead she gave me eternity. I frowned. I remembered how her sharp white teeth felt against my fragile skin and how the burning felt. It was a painful experience it was then I understood why Edward didn't want to inflict this pain on me. I promised myself I wouldn't turn into a monster and luckily I didn't. Humans were safe.

After a whole year of control and practice I went back to Sam and the Autobots. My past, present and my future. I tried to forget him by going back to my past. They accepted me with open arms and I was glad but I was still dead. I didn't hunt, nor did I talk or walk, I just sat there in one corner with my arms wrapped around my knees. The autobots used to force me to hunt and then I went back to my regular dead self until Sam and Carly were attacked. Sam was attacked in the war between the Decepticons while he was rescuing Carly. I remembered how Sam and Carly's body lay motionless on the bed as their heart beat faltered. I had no choice but to save them as Bumbleebee begged me that day to save his best friend. I hesitantly obeyed their requests. I was afraid of what will the outcome be. Will they hate me for the misery I inflicted upon them? or will they thank me? I stood beside their beds motionless for 3 days as I patiently waited for their awakening and when they did, they thanked me. They found happiness within each other. I was relieved and now we live in peace with the autobots. I manged to stay alive. I showed emotion but they knew I was still dead and emotionless inside but they tried nonetheless.

Sideswipe was appointed as my guardian and I felt more happy as I had a friend by my side. He tried to keep me happy but he knew the truth. I would never be the same. Every now and then I would take a break and just go to some new country and just stand there as I thought. Killing myself was a option but I couldn't do that to my family. I decided to stay in this small shell I've created. I will stay forever in this place. It somehow gave me peace. Never ending; never moving forward.

I turned away from the window and slowly walked towards the door and walked out of the house and towards the beach.

I heard a car horn and I turned around as I looked at the silver Chevrolet beside me.

"Ready to go?" Swipe asked in a calm voice. I could clearly hear the excitement flowing in his voice. A small smile crept on my face and i nodded and the car door opened. I walked forward and stepped inside the car and the door closed beside me. We were finally leaving England and we were going back to Forks. at first it was a lot to taken in and i came here and stayed for 3 months as I thought over their options. It's been over a 100 years, they must be somewhere around the world. They would never step in Forks knowing my presence could be there but little did they know. I hesitantly managed to mumble a yes.

I'm going back to the place I wanted to stay away from. Edward Cullen.

So what do you think?