This story came to me last night like at one in the morning. i realized that not many Jasper Bella stories tell it where the ending isn't always what you would expec it to be, so i decided to write this prologue to the story i'm currently trying to finish.

This prologue is in the future, the rest will be in the past and lead up to this day.\

Disclaimer: i do not own Twilgiht, the characters and i do not own the song Broken by Seether

Prologue:

In the Round About Future

I walked down the large stair case slowly—taking each step with carefulness and precision, I was really just trying to stall. I knew who would be waiting down at the bottom of the stars for me and it wasn't the person I wanted. He would be standing near the front door, hands clasped behind his back, shoulders straight and eyes boring into me. His hair would be combed back into submission and he would smile an empty smile.

I wanted you to know

That I love the way you laugh

He would hold his hand out to me and I would take it without thinking twice, because that was what was expected from me. He would pull close to him, but not as close as he used to do and he would lead me out of the house. We would walk slowly to his car. He would open the door for me and place me in the passenger seat as if I would break at any moment. He would drive the speed limit because going faster would only make things worse for both of us.

I wanna hold you high

And steal your pain away

He would pull up to the front of a large building that was decorated beautifully. He would open my door again and take my hand in his, with out hesitation. We would walk into the building and Alice would pull me into another room, away from the others. She would doll me up and pull me into a long white dress. I would stare into the mirror looking at myself the entire time as I told myself that I was doing the right thing and sometimes the right thing isn't always the easiest thing.

I keep your photograph

Because it serves me well

Then, the music would start and I would walk down a very short isle to my awaiting husband. We would say our vows and he place the ring on my finger, it was very heavy and I almost dropped my hand to my side. He would "I do" and I would say in a whisper that "I do" and he would lean down and kiss me. Kiss me with reluctant lips, but he would kiss me none the less, because that was what we were supposed to do.

Cause I'm broken

When I'm open

And during the kiss I would not be thinking about him. I would think about softer lips then his. I would think about warmer hands holding my waist. I would think about a stronger body pressed against mine. I would think about warmer, humorous eyes then his. I would think about softer, blonder hair then his. I would be thinking about his brother then entire time he would kiss me and officially make me his wife.

And I don't feel strong enough

Cause I'm broken

I would think about Jasper.

The Jasper that stood right my Edward's side, only a few feet from me. The Jasper, the one who only knew the real me. The one who had held me as I cried through the worse nights. The one that was with me when ever Edward was gone. The one who had confined in me about his true self. The one that only a few days ago I had slept with while Edward went, once again, to the Denali clan. The Jasper that was not Alice's.

…Alice, the one who would stand next to me with a huge smile n her face as Edward would lean down and kiss me. Alice, who took me shopping for all my clothes, the one who set up this wedding party, my best friend. She would never know about me and Jasper though, she would never find out. Alice, up till that wedding day, didn't suspect a thing and the entire day I would feel like dropping down on my knees and screaming. Cause no one knew…no one.

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right

When your away

I would keep my self upright and always plastering on that fake smile that now felt natural. I was starting to fool myself on who I felt and that day would be no different. I was keeping them together and if that meant giving up myself, it would be worth it, in the end. It would be worth it because no matter if I was with Edward the rest of my life, Jasper, would always belong to me and I would belong to him even after that day.

You've gone away

Jasper was mine.

Jasper was the one that I loved.

I was Jasper's and we both knew that.

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right

When you've gone away

…this is how I guessed this wedding day might happen, but not everything is set in stone, is it?

Hope you enjoyed the first chapter. i will try to update soon.

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