I do not own Twilight, new moon, or eclipse… nor My immortal which is owned by evanescence. )
I was laying in Edwards arms. He held me close and lightly kissed my hair. We were sitting together silently on the couch in my living room, watching a pointless TV show that neither of us were watching. I still couldn't quite believe that Edward was her beside me. He had been back for two months, but the shock of having him gone still hadn't disappeared.
I snuggled closer to him and heard him inhale deeply. I followed his example and breathed in his unbelievably wonderful scent. Edward gave a small laugh, and though I tried to make him stop, took his arm away from my body.
He reached over and grabbed a small rectangular remote for my radio. He pushed 'on' and I heard the soft murmur of voices announcing the next song.
"And now, My Immortal, by evanescense…" and then the soft lullaby of music began
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
Tears began to seep down my cheeks and I buried my face in Edwards chest. I heard a small gasping noise and felt Edward's arms come around me. Comforting me. I could feel Edward's body trembling around mine and knew that if he was able to cry, he would be.
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
By this point, tears were streaming down my face in torrents. "Why… why… why did you have to leave?" I whispered softly.
Edward took a shuddering breath and replied, "I don't know… I don't know." His voice faded away and we sat together, listening to the final chords of the song. "I love you so much." He finished.
I nodded mutely and wrapped my arms around his neck. I kissed him softly and finally spoke in a sad voice, "You still have all of me."