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Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, and so this is pure FanFic and it's content.
Prologue: Book of Life
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Leah P.O.V.
Life is so hard in many ways and it puts obstacles for one to overcome. The weak move on the earths soil like worms. The strong will sky rocket to the stars. Life's a precious gift everyone should value. Not everyone is appreciative how easy they have it compared to the lesser unfortunate people.
I've walked on this world without knowing my purpose in life and got lost in my own clueless bubble. I've come to a period in time where my clock has timed out. Is it even possible for an occurrence of this degree to occur?
A lot of things mean so much more to me now than it has in the past. When reality finally sinks in, everything else seems so surreal. The perfect things suddenly have flaws. The perfect family others think that exists, it isn't so perfect as they seem.
The perfect individual. The perfect house. The perfect friends. The perfect everything. Nothing is perfect. PERIOD!
However...
The imperfect things is what makes us humans love it all the more. From own experience, I can finally say by heart that I value little things even more and it's imperfections. No ones perfect and due to this truth, no one has the right to judge others. It's a hard lesson learned, but in the end I learned nonetheless.
Almost loosing my life to four moving wheels it has made a gratifying impact in how I function and coming to conclusion I was a jerk for not seeing how easily everything was handed to me. Getting hit by a car, I made it seem like almost dying wasn't difficult and a type of event you hear all the time.
Frankly, it isn't a matter that I should had taken so lightly. It isn't fair to my family and myself to have wished I'd been better of sleeping for eternity in a coffin. I've been nothing, but naive and selfish.
I've hurt the ones I love the most without even realizing it and not caring in the past. I hate myself for disrespecting the people around me. They care about me and I had no right to have treated them in that manner. I have many regrets regrading how I treated others.
However, the bottom line is, without this accident happening, I probably would of never realized my mistakes. It would had only continued to happen repeatedly and most of all, I would have had lost my self.
This might seem a touchy topic but by this happening I take it as a blessing.
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Dear Diary,
I start a new tale in the book of life. As the night ends with stars and the moon up above lighting the billions of beating hearts. Unconscious bodies move in their beds during the peaceful night. The next day begins with the sun rising. A page is turned in the book of like and a new adventure is awaken from it's slumber.
There still is so much out there to explore.
I'm letting go of my past. The pain it holds will float in sync with the breeze outside my window but the lessons learned won't leave from my grasp. The lessons learned will be tucked in my back pocket to never be forgotten. It will be a constant reminder of things I am not allowed to ever repeat in the future.
Starting a fresh beginning is what every individual needs at some point. Start from scraps and build my home by hand with the help of love ones.
With this in mind, I will strive to make things better with others I've pushed away. All I need is a second chance. I promise to never let anyone down. I want to make things better and prove I'm a changed person.
If only things were that easy...
Yet, I will stop at nothing until I am heard. For these reasons, that is why after ten years being away from La Push I'm coming back. Making things right with my family is my main purpose. No one is aware of my recent accident and how it has impacted my life. It has only fallen on deaf ears. I haven't seen or heard from my family. I promise over the death of my life that things are in the making of changing.
Tomorrow is another day and the day I'll be coming back home.
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Om-gosh, I've been gone for almost two years but coming back with a killer punch. I'm going over all my chapters and doing some serious editing with the over all product. I will be putting up Chapter 7 no later than Friday 12/27/13. You have my word. Thank you for those who still have not abandoned my story. I still get messages with people asking me to finish the story and that's my purpose.
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