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My life I use to know so well

Haley's P.O.V

And there he was standing there looking at me. He meant everything to me, but we both understood we could never be more. I am with his worst enemy and I felt horrible about it for so long. Lucas needs to understand I am finally in love and it's great.

You walk alone

I for once don't need Lucas Scott there for me everywhere I go. I can now walk alone and be ok with it. I don't need help to see who I really am.

A different kind of stride from what you've known

He says that I am on a whole different level then what I use to be on, but duh. I'm suppose to move on and not stay in the past. Right?

And in your eyes there is a knowing the I've seen before

Lucas asked me what happened to the old Haley and I told him the truth. I killed her. I stumped her out and brought the new me in. He said he use to know me so well, but did he? I mean I think he only knew the part he wanted to know. He never took the chance to really understand me.

It must be hard to manage such a life with such a past

He told me he can't forget. He can't forget everything we had and everything we went through. We went down memory lane and talked about everything we went though. It was fun, but depressing knowing everything we use to have didn't last.

But on your face I see it showing

He told me when he looks at me now he sees it in my eyes that I miss him. How did he know? It must have shot right through, cause I do miss him. I miss him coming every morning at 9 in the morning. I miss the way he always called at 12 at night and got me in trouble. Most of all I missed not having all the drama. Me and him could escape and be free.

Wow that's just your way

He holds me to such a higher standard than everyone else. He wants me to stay perfect little Haley who stays in her room studying. He never wants me to enjoy myself. Why is he like that? Why wouldn't he want me to live a little. I let him do whatever he wants without making him feel bad for it.

Goodbye today

Sorry Luke I gotta say goodbye.

Goodbye to everything you say

Can't be listening to things you say to me now. Can't let them bring me down today.

Goodbye today

Sorry about leaving you, but I have to go. I have to move on with new people. So I'm saying goodbye to everything we had. To everything that we thought we knew so well, but didn't.

Goodbye to what I thought I knew

I am saying goodbye to all the memories we shared. I thought I knew the world so well, but I don't I'm just learning. I always wanted to live my life and I wanted it to be with you, but now I know I don't. I want to live it with Nathan.

How your sky appeared so blue

You always seem so sad now. Was it me? Did I make your life miserable. I'm sorry for saying all those mean things to you, but you needed to hear it. You need to know I wasn't waiting forever for you to be ready for me.

The sunlight falls and flickers on your hair of golden brown

So there I went. I swept back my hair and walked away from you. I'm sorry and I do miss you, but we can't go back to being the same. You are with peyton and I am with Nathan. You seem really happy with her and you should be. She's good for you Luke don't screw it up.

Yes I remember how it was when we were young

You keep asking me do I remember our younger days. Yes I do. I can't forget one single footstep we took together. We were always side to side and I never wanted to leave it.

We never knew the line we'd walk was closer to the edge

You always told me the bad and the good in people. How looks are so deceiving. You think someone is the greatest, but in a heartbeat they can show you their true colors. I haven't seen Nathan's yet and I hope I never do. He brings me up when I'm down and when I needed help with that free throw he was their in a heartbeat to help me practice. Nathan Scott really is my angel sent from god. He really is there to catch me when I start to fall hard.

But I can't stay to watch you fall

You told me I would fall without you, but look at me. I am still standing hard and strong. I haven't let nothing stand in my way of happiness. Everyone is so happy for me and far I have came. Why can't you be to?

Cause that's just my way

I have to do it Lucas. I am sorry for it, but I have to. I can't go back to the old me I refuse to. You never had to go through what I did. It was so scary being alone and not knowing who to go to. I had you there all the time, but then you joined the team and you weren't. I never saw you anymore and it was scary. Now I don't need you anymore. It's not a bad thing it's good. I no longer have to depend on one person anymore.

How your sky appeared so blue

This is my life Lucas and I chose it to be with Nathan. I think you are scared to. I think your scared that we're not going to be friends anymore, but we are.

But I never really knew

I guess you really don't know anything till your bestfriends gone. Then you realized you just made the biggest mistake of your life.

I thought I'd be the one

I really did think you were going to be that one for me. The onw I would wake up to every morning and whisper sweet things in your ear as I cuddle close by your side.

To walk where angels never tread

The one to walk me down the aisle and say I do to. Funny how things work out in the end.

It's you who chose to run

You can't blame it all on me Luke. It was your choice to leave Tree Hill. You chose to go to Charleston with Keith for all those years. What was it 4 years? I missed you so much.

And put your fears to bed

I tried to put my fear of you never coming back behind me, but I couldn't. It stayed in my head day and night.

Lucas I miss you even though you are with peyton. My feelings for you haven't changed a bit.