Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, and I regret that very much. I only wrote this story.

Okay, so this is my story. It is mostly from Bella's perspective but for a few chapters it'll be from someone else's to add perspective. Allow you to see it from another's eyes.

I've been working on this for awhile, and I finally finished the first chapter. If you guys review, I will update quicker.

This is from Bella's point of view.

Enjoy!

Have you ever been confident about your life?

Ever been certain you knew of a few things that would happen in the future?

Ever known who were your friends were? Which you could trust?

Have you ever thought you knew who your enemies were?

Even known who you loved? Who had your heart?

What about something simple, like knowing without a doubt who you were, and what you wanted?

Now imagine, knowing all those things and suddenly in one terrifying, head-spinning instant all of that vanishes.

You are left in an abyss of confusion of uncertainty.

You remember nothing of who you were.

Still imagining? Good, now stop. This is no game of pretend, this is my life.

In one second of fear, I have lost all of my memories.

This is my story:

I could tell this would not be a good day from the second I opened my eyes. Pure sunlight is shining from behind the blinds of my window. I groaned.

"Good morning, gorgeous." Edward's velvet whispered from right by my ear.

I turned over and smiled, it was hard to be upset when Edward did that.

"Good morning, yourself. How was your night?" I asked as he rearranged how he sat on the edge of my bed.

"It was… interesting." He answered smiling mischievously.

"Oh no." I groaned pulling the covers up to cover her face, "I talked again, didn't I?"

"Yes. And it was quite amusing, I must say." He smiled crookedly, irresistibly.

I pulled down the covers and closed my eyes, resigned, "What did I say this time?"

"I believe you were being attacked by rabbits. Tell me Bella, what is it about a bunny that frightens you that vampires and werewolves lack?"

I felt my cheeks go red.

"Oh, be quiet." I muttered bashfully, shoving him gently, playfully.

"So where shall I meet you today?" Edward asked casually as he ran his fingers through my hair absent-mindedly.

"It's really sunny out today, isn't it?" I asked, frowning.

"Sadly, yes. Alice and I can't go to school today." Edward answered looking away from my disappointed face.

"Stupid sun." I muttered darkly, boring my eyes into the sunlight streaming on my bed.

"I thought you liked the sun." Edward commented.

"I used to, but now it is just an obstacle that keeps you away from me. The sun and I aren't speaking now." I replied simply; looking up into his golden eyes.

Edward chuckled his perfect laugh, "Bella, Bella, Bella. Have I ever told you how much I love you?"

I smiled sneakily at him, "Once or twice."

"Good. But maybe I should remind you more often." He whispered before leaning in to kiss my cheek; his breath clouding my senses with pure delight.

"Now," he said softly, his face inches from mine, "You really must go to school. We can't afford Charlie to think that I am corrupting you."

I sighed, as he pulled away. Sitting up, I said, "I hate it when you're right."

After one oh, too short kiss, he crept easily out the window, allowing me privacy to change and the chance to do all the normal human things. Once I was ready, I went down stairs. After grabbing a granola bar for the road, I said a rushed bye to Charlie and headed out to the truck with my bag. The way to school was uneventful as was most of school itself. I chatted with Angela and Mike between classes, but I really just longed for the comfort of Alice and Edward.

At lunch time I was escorted by Jessica and Mike through the lunch line, as I pretended to be interested. Jessica prattled on about a guy she saw at the local coffee shop.

"I got to tell you Bella, he was real cute." She was telling me. "And, I think he liked me."

"So," I indulged her by responding, "You talked to him?"

She scoffed, "Talked to him? What makes you think I did that?"

"I thought you said you thought he liked you?" I asked, confused.

"That doesn't mean I talked to him, Bella! Honestly!" She said, incredulous.

"Then how do you know he liked you?" I went on, trying to make sense out of her confused reasoning.

"It was all in the eyes, Bella." She informed me, "His eyes said it all."

While I could not make heads or tails out of her logic, I had to admit she was right about the eyes. Edward's eyes say more than he did about how he feels most of the time.

But I wasn't likely to go into all that, and luckily we were at the end of the lunch line by this point. Mike, Jessica, and I made our way to the usual table.

Angela, Ben, Conner, Tyler, Eric and Katie were already there. As we sat down with our food, Jessica did a head count. Her eyes were alert, "Hey Eric, Where's Lauren?"

He shrugged, "I dunno. I asked her if she wanted me to walk her here but she said that she would come in later; that she had something to do first."

"Hmm, okay, just wondering." Jessica responded, appearing to relax.

I never did understand why Jessica liked Lauren as much as she did, but then again, they probably felt the same way about the Cullens.

It was then that Lauren showed looking ruffled and irritated.

"Hey Lauren, what's wrong?" Tyler asked looking over at the blonde.

"It's my stupid car! My parents gave me a note so I could go get lunch from McDonalds but when I got in the car it just stared going straight and I couldn't control it.

Coach Clapp was there so it didn't crash, but he told me I couldn't leave during lunch with my car out of control." She fumed pulling out a sad sack lunch from her bag.

"Oh, that's too bad." Mike said with feeling, "I hope your car starts working again soon."

Lauren pulled out a small bag of trail mix from her brown sack and replied, "Coach Clapp took a look under the hood and told me that it was probably fine and that I could drive myself home this afternoon."

"Well that's good isn't it?" Eric asked, trying to comfort her.

"Yeah, I guess, I just really was in the mood for a cheeseburger." Lauren replied, her fury dying down slightly.

I listened to the whole conversation without real interest. What did it matter if Lauren's car was having trouble? I was too busy counting the hours 'til she could see Edward again.

The rest of the school day passed without incident. Biology II was definitely lonely without a certain vampire by my side, but it was so close to the end of the day that it didn't really matter.

Gym was the normal dose of hell. Today, we started tennis. I'll never get why we have to have both badminton and tennis the same year. I guess they didn't have enough sports with rackets. Fortunately, the class learned from my various badminton incidents to not go anywhere near me while I was swinging the racket. When that torture was over, I changed out in a daze. It was mere moments now 'til I would see Edward again. I was elated.

Mike offered to walk me to my truck, but I declined it as politely as I could, I didn't need to be giving him anymore mixed signals. I'm pretty positive that somewhere in his head, he still thinks he has a shot with me, even though I am clearly taken.

Instead I walked to my truck solo, shaking with excitement. That was probably what made me drop my bag. Always the klutz, I gallantly reached down to pick it back up and got over balanced. Falling, face first I reached out my hands to catch myself. Just my luck, that makes me fall even more, tripping over my arms, and scraping them up real bad.

That's when the screaming began. Still sprawled across the asphalt, I had only seconds to look up. Lauren's car was out of control again. And it was heading straight for me. I could pick out a few faces from the horrified crowd, Angela, tears billowing in her eyes, Jessica shrieking in terror, and Mike absolutely aghast. Then the screeching car captivated all my attention, it was coming. Coming so quickly.

And this time, there was Edward to save me.

No Jacob, no nothing.

Just me and the advancing car.

And then there was nothing.

Now, wasn't that exciting?

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