DARKEST SUNRISE-a fanfiction.

to those reading this for the first time this one would like to thank you due to the fact that this is the very first fan fiction posted on this site by moonmoonlight rurouni (^-^)
to the others out there who've seen the previous post, this one apoligizes because this one is a fail at life and can't use a computer to save this one's life T_T
thank you so much DarkSkye-dono for showing me how this thing works! and are you happy now Aisim-chan and Laylee-chan? this one finally posted it!

CHAPTER 1- Resnesme

I'm writing in my journal in class…is that a bad thing? I glance to my right and see Jessie staring at me. "what?" I whisper. I hear a throat being cleared behind me.

"Miss Cullen, I hate to intrude, but what exactly are you writing?" says .

"Just some notes." I say innocently, trying to keep a straight face. One of the benefits of being a half-vampire. I can write notes and still write in my journal. I love multitasking.

Before can ask me to read anything out to the class, the bell rings and we all make a mad dash to the door.

"Renny, writing I your journal again?" teases Jessie. I stick my tongue out at her.

"Please, Jessiebell." I grin as she grimaces at her full name that she oh so ferverently hates. "You know that I like writing stories."

"Well Renesme," she says primly, "You shouldn't be writing in the middle of class. I throw my head back and laugh. If only she knew.

My name is Renesme Carlie Cullen. Weird? Maybe, but I'm also imprinted with a werewolf. You think that's strange? Did I mention that I'm a half-vampire? And by just touching someone I can project my thoughts into their mind. Yeah that's my 'normal' Just to clarify, no I cannot turn anyone into a vampire, no I can't turn into a bat, and no I don't burst into flames every time I go outside into the sun. the blood thing…yeah, sure I like it, but I still eat normal food.

"Oh Renny." Jessie says in a sing-song, interrupting my thoughts. "It's Jacob.".

I blush insanely, as I watch my Jacob cross the field from his outdoor gym class. Jacob my protector. Jacob my best friend. Jacob my Jacob.

"Hey Nessie." Jacob says, wrapping an arm around my shoulder, like what any other couple would do.

Jessie is nearly bursting from her frail attempts to contain her laughter due to my ridiculously red blush. –sigh- thanks mom.

I hear Jacob laughing and I start when I see that he's pressed my hand to his face.

"Come on, Peter's probably waiting for us." He laughs at my furious expression as Jessie watches us quizzically.

We walk inside and quickly grab our lunches from the cafeteria, leaving a trail of silence in our wake. We act like we don't notice, but I can't help but feel shunned. When I transferred here from my high school in Forks- partly because Alice had a vision of them coming to check on us, partly because I thought that it'd be fun to be an exchange student in Canada- the boys were drawn to me because of my looks, and the girls were wary because of them. When Jacob transferred as well-over protective fool…but it's sweet- the boys got the message and pose of the girls, (the popular ones..eesh) hated me for knowing him. Jessie and Peter were the only ones who treated me like I was normal.

"Renny," Jessie calls, "Get you head out of the clouds." I mentally slapped myself and hurried after them.

"Cullen. Black. McCartney." Peter nods as we join him by the 'wall', which is kinda self-explanatory. It's just a small brick wall dividing the school yard from the entrance to the school.

"Will you please stop calling me by my last name?" Jessie complains through a mouthful of salad. "I hate him. He gives a bad name to all Jessie's." And yes. Jessie's last name is McCartney. As in Jessie McCartney the singer.

"No, you are the just the sad, unfortunate soul who just had to be nicknamed Jessie with the last name of McCartney." Jake laughs.

Jessie shrieks and swats him with her bag, while Peter and I laugh.

I lean back onto the wall, suddenly weighed down by my…state of being, for lack of a better word. I'm shunned here posing as a human, and I also know that if I withdrew into vampire society, I'd still be shunned. I am almost one-of-a-kind. I'm not the only half-vampire, but I only remember meeting one other.

"Hey Renesme." I hear a cocky voice behind me. I sigh and plaster a smile on my face. "Hi Caleb." I say sweetly, but more than anything I want to ignore him. Caleb, the cocky, arrogant type who thinks that he can get anything from anyone by manipulating them.

"So I was wondering, you're game for coming with me to a movie this Friday right?" he says, totally ignoring Jessie and Peter. I can hear Jacob gritting his teeth behind me.

"Sorry, but I'm busy." I say. He frowns for a fraction of a second, but his smile reappears on his face again. "That's okay." He leans towards me, his face so close that I can smell his 'five gum' and his cinnamony scent. And if I were to lean just a fraction close. We'd be kissing. "I like you playing hard to get." He steps back and walks away. "Just you wait, I'll take you on a date yet." He calls over his shoulder.

"Would any of you be angry at me if I knocked his head off those skinny little shoulders of his?" Jacob growls, his hands quivering.

"No." Jessie snorts. "Jake." I warn, weaving my fingers through his and lightly touching his face, showing my thoughts throughout that conversation. I have no feelings for him. You are my Jacob and I am your Nessie. NOTHING can ever, or will ever change that.

He smiles gently and gives me a quick kiss on the lips, as Peter and Jessie make retching noises in the background.

"Get a room." They say in unison. I smirk. "Speak for yourself." And I laugh at their twin looks of horror when the stare at me and back at each other.

YAY! first chapter done :) thank you for reading and please R&R! but if you don't (but please do) this one will still post the next chapter.
this one apoligizes to the Jessie McCartney fans. This one likes him, but this one's Jessie doesn't...