Author's Note

Hello people of Fanfiction! We had an amazing idea (again!) and we had to write it down before we forgot. We are starting a songfic series in a whole bunch of people's POV's! Don't worry A Whole Different Light's readers, we are still writing that story, we're just taking a little break. So while you wait for the next chapter, just sit back and enjoy this one-shot we put together. This is right before the Titan war in TLO.

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Monster-Skillet

Luke's POV

It was never meant to be this way.

Not with so many demigods killed. I never wanted, never expected it to become like this.

But now, it's too late to turn back. I've done what I did, and in this game, there's no undo button.

You don't know how much I wish there was.

I can feel Kronos trying to gain control of me. I'm fighting him off, but I know that however much I try, he's going to win.

The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't control it

I think of everything I've done. It doesn't seem possible that I've caused so many problems, hurt so many people.

I think of all the people I've harmed, especially Annabeth and Thalia. They used to trust me. They used to be the only family I had.

And now, look what I'd done to thank them.

All I had wanted was to make life fair. I'd hated the amount of kids that had come to the Hermes Cabin and were never claimed. Imagine how it must feel, knowing that one of your parents couldn't be bothered to take the time to claim you.

But that's nothing, NOTHING, compared to what I've done.

I've killed people. People who used to like me, consider me as a friend. People who used to trust me.

Now, my name and trust will never be used together again.

I don't even know who I am anymore. Am I Luke or am I Kronos? Or a mix of both? I don't know and I don't care.

All I know is this. I've turned into something I hate. I've turned into a monster.

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

If I could do something to stop me from turning into what I'm turning into, I would do it.

I know I started this by myself. I wish I could end it myself, too.

But that's not an option. Kronos is too powerful. He could destroy me before I move a finger.

There's nothing I can do. Absolutely nothing. I've never felt so helpless in my life.

For some reason, I think of my father. Do I hate him as much as I think I do? And what had he done for me to betray him like this?

I can't answer this question .Nowadays, I can't answer any questions.

Every minute, it's getting harder and harder to fight Kronos. Soon, he's going to take full control of my body, and then I will be gone.

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

And I'll never get the chance to find out the answers to my questions. So many unanswered questions.

If I had not done this, would I have lived to be a person who'd make a good difference in the world? Would I have got together with Annabeth? How about Thalia?

I'll never know.

I'm not stupid. I know I'm going to die, sooner or later, by either Kronos's hand or by someone else's.

I don't mind dying. To tell you the truth, at this moment I'd welcome death.

I only wish that instead of dying a monster, I could die a hero.

Impossible.

Then that old saying echoes in my mind: Nothing is impossible.

I'm suddenly hopeful again. Hope is something I haven't felt in a long time, so at first I'm confused.

Then my mind clears, but when I'm about to think, I slip. I've lost control of my mind.

I'm Kronos again.

It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster.

I feel like a monster. But I think that's just because I really am one.

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

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