Disclaimer: Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi is Shungiku Nakamura's work, not mine(sadly) ): First story ever!
"Seriously Ritsu? Why can't you just be like in high school? Just confess your love to me already! Can't you see how frustrating this is, that you know that I love you and you won't even give me a chance? I need you"!
Masamune had Ritsu locked in a corner in the department restroom. He had had enough of all of this; he couldn't handle having only sex with Ritsu and maybe sometimes cuddling. Masamune was brought out of his thoughts when Ritsu started speaking again.
"Because you deserve it"...
"What"?
"I said because you deserve it"! Ritsu yelled from the top of his lungs. Masamune was shocked to see Ritsu this upset.
"You deserve to feel like this! Do you have any idea how it was to feel like this for me in high school? Every single time, I spend time with you I showed you nothing but love and how much I cared and loved you, and what would you do to show me that you appreciated it? You would either maybe eat with me, fuck me or laugh at it"!
Masamune stood there not knowing what to say. He just stood with a dumbfounded look on his face and watched Ritsu trying to compose himself.
"..Ritsu… I'm really sorry if I treated you like that, but as I have said many times before, I was an idiot in high school and..."
"Stop! I don't want to hear any more apologies of yours; I just want to be left alone right now"!
Masamune felt like he got stabbed in the heart by Ritsu's words.. He wouldn't even let him finish.
"You don't deserve to feel my love! You don't deserve to be loved by me! You haven't even given me a chance to fall in love with you properly! You just burst your way in to my life again and I had no saying in it"! Deep down Ritsu knew that he loved Masamune, but he just wasn't ready to give him what he wanted.
Masamune felt as if he wanted to cry and he hadn't cried in a longtime, but last time he cried was also because of Ritsu.
"I will be going back to the office now, and I will try not to remember that we just had this conversation".
Ritsu walked towards the exit of the restroom, but before he opened the door, he turned around and said - "... and no..." Masamune listened carefully to what Ritsu had to say - "I do not love you Masamune". Ritsu spat Masamune's first name out as if it was poison to him and with those last words, Ritsu left Masamune in the restroom and moved back to his desk to finish his work for the day. Masamune stood there without moving.
'Why did he just say those things to me? How can he be so blind and heartless? Me deserving this'?... and then it hit Masamune.. '... yes, maybe I do'. But those thoughts didn't make him stop loving Ritsu or made him give up on Ritsu; they just told him that he should fight for him even more.
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