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Well this has certainly been a while, and I'm just gonna apologize ahead of time this story is gonna be SUUUPER slow. I recently got into an Avatar The Last Airbender fandom and I got a really bad cold and my math teacher didn't pass me in math even though I TURNED EVERYTHING IN HE JUST LOST IT AND NEVER BOTHERED TO LOOK FOR IT EVEN THOUGH I SENT HIM AN EMAIL. But literally no one else passed that class either so whatever. I'm still very sick with this stomach thing, I'm got an endoscopy and a colonoscopy done and luckily they didn't find any tumors or anything they did see my stomach was redder than it should be and thats a sign of Irritable Bowel Syndrome, so thats good! Sorta.

Okee now this'll be from Dwicky's POV about his first patient, my OC Dez. No there is no romance, that's creepy cuz she's ELEVEN GUYS. This is the first in a series of 3 or 4 stories, and believe me it'll all make sense in the end. There aren't any more characters from the show in this story but there will be in the future! Sorry this isn't a ZADR my friends, I DO have some old ones I wrote that I could make less Godawful and put up here when I'm bored between stories. If not feel free to gimme ideas! LOVE YOU GUYS!

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now..."- B.O.B Ft Haley Williams

Session 1

So I got my first patient today YAY FOR ME! I gotta say I am SO lucky for getting this counseling job here, no more of the ramen life for me. Though let me just say the interview was a little shorter than I thought it would be... It pretty much just went like this.

"Sooooo... Dwicky?"

"Yep!"

"You just finished your degree in child psychology?"

"Yeah, my bachelor's degree. Fresh out of the horrifying oven that is college."

"Good good. Just one question, are you a pedophile?"

"WHAT? Ew, NO!"

"Then you're hired! Come back here next week for your first day of work!"

Yeah... just a little disconserting.

Oh yeah about this journal, because I have such a selective memory I've decided to write down everything about my counseling sessions with every patient I'm going to have at this skool, different notebooks for every student. This notebook I've written in giant letters "DEZARIA MORRISON" all over it. That's my first patient.

Dezaria Roxanne Morrison. Odd name... But I'm getting distracted.

The principal told me why she was being sent here, apparantly since the start of the school year, which isn't very far because it's only the first week of October, she's gotten into 2 fights, one in which she broke a girl's nose. So you can imagine my surprise when she walked in and looked as if she was barely 95 pounds.

I remember she was pretty tall for an 11 year old girl, like 5'3" or something, and she was this long skinny thing, like a ferret. She had thick, spiky black hair that she had pulled back into a ponytail and bangs that fell into her eyes. What I thought was the weirdest thing was that she wore giant clothes, I mean nothing bad by this but when she walked in I thought my file was wrong and it should've said "Male", cuz she was wearing baggy jeans and a black shirt underneath this big plaid... thing. Like a sweater. She certainly didn't look like a hellraising nosebreaker...

When I adressed her as Dezaria she immediately corrected me, "Dez" is what she likes being called, and the sharpness of her voice made me wonder if she had some sort of resentment towards her name, so of course I asked. She said sometimes people have a kind of look when they read her name, like "Ew Dezaria?..." and they wrinkle their nose.

I dunno I find her name quite pretty

So after, I asked what made her so angry to get in 2 fights in just a month, and she told me about the teasing she got about her father.

THIS was not pleasant.

Her father had his own rock band back in the 80's, 'Hairspray and Sex' (Pffff), and it was in that band he got heavily into heroin. When his band flopped big time he met Dez's mother and had her, but in the stress of her birth and everything he relapsed big time and Dez's mother got a divorce. She said they used to have shared custody cuz he got sober for a few years, but when she was 8 he relapsed AGAIN and tried to pick her up from school strung out and crashed his car into a pole in front of her school.

Ever since then she's been teased about her dad, having horrible rumors spread that he killed 6 kids with his car, and that she shoots up with him, and she's a crack baby, and GOD it's awful.

After her session I wanted to just CRY. I even went to the principal and asked "WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU TELL ME BEFOREHAND?" so you know, at least it would've been less than a SHOCK! And he just said "Oh, the secretary was supposed to tell you." So, on top of all that the whole staff knows too.

Creepy? YES.

All in all though today's been pretty successful! Although Dez doesn't seem like the happiest girl ever she's very open with me, so I hope she keeps that up.

Also it says in her file she's a "kicker", I don't like that. It's spooky... PRAY FOR ME.

HYNAHA!

Well there you go. I own no one but Dez. Also I had a dream a few weeks ago I followed Jhonen Vasquez into some knitting store where he picked me up and turned me upside down 0.o then the store lady yelled at us.

OFF WE GO INTO THE WILD BROWN SMOG!