The Last Strider Standing

He was the best Strider.

Ever.

And I don't give a shit what anyone else says.

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He did a lot more for me than I deserved... and I can never pay it all back.

I've tried.

And failed every time.

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But that's how it works in this fucked-up game.

You have to die to be a hero.

And I'm still living.

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I could tolerate it if he died on a whim.

But he died for us...

...For me.

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I was the cause of his death.

It may have been his decision to try and fix my failure.

But I was still the cause.

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It's worse when I talk to him...

The other him, I mean.

He seems to think I'm cool.

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How could he think that?

Like he even knows the first thing about me.

As if.

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I'm not his bro.

Not the cool one, at any rate.

He's dead.

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He's dead... and he's a hero.

He was another Strider who knew what to do.

Who wasn't afraid.

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And then talking to the other Bro, thinking I'm the same person.

I can't deal with that.

I don't deserve it.

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And I know he's not the first Strider either.

But it doesn't help that he is still so...

similar.

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It's not just the way he looks.

It's everything he does, and how he knows what to do.

He's not afraid.

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It's only a matter of time.

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And then it'll be just me again.

The last Strider standing.

And there's only one question left.

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When will it finally be my turn to die?