Breathing Code
By: Dot Matrix
.....just another voice in the wired....
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Sucking in air like its nothing.
Drownding in code like its my life.
Reading the wired lines of the world,
I who surf,
Like it's my childhood playtime...
I think I'm going to kill myself
Just to erase the wires,
Like blured chalkmarks on the board
Can't sit here anymore,
Feeling.
But I've got something else to do,
It can wait.
Thoughts tempting my mind
Giving me ideas.
Pulling me towards it.
Wired...
I hate you,
love you,
hate you,
love you!
hate you!
I'm not myself anymore!
Who the was I ?!?!
No one and I know it...
Wired called me.
Made me something.
That something I don't know.
Am I a god or a outcast of mankind?
Love to play the creator games
Wreck, destroy the lives of millons
All without leaving my room
Or spilling a drop of blood
Am I a tool? A very complicated tool?
Vast thoughts in the wired are needed.
How many shall I give you?
How many do you need?
How much do you want from me?
Endless amouts of energy you need?
Is that why I'm tired? Oh.
I'll fling you down.
Then gash my knuckels,
Bleed profusely,
To stop you from hitting pavement.
Wired called for blood.
I've given you that too now.
Haha!
I think I'll join you!
In that green black world,
I can control my destiny.
Wait, I need to think!
No wired! I can't!!
Falling, or running,
Towards the flames.
Someone stop me!! HELP ME!!!
If no one awnsers my pleas I shall go with you
Wired is always there,
I'm breathing code,
not air.
Fling aside human callings,
Awnser the wired.
No ones there.
No one awnsered.
No one to see me and regret.
I'm happy now.
No one can stop me.
Put down the small mail navi,
One last message to send:
Konnichiwa,
. Chisa, thank you for the idea. I'm coming,
like the wired asked me to. Maybe
we'll cross download streams one day.
. Sayanora, where ever you are,
Send button a lovely shade of night.
Soft mute touch.
My deep last taste of air,
Is filtered with the code I long for.
Here I go.
I'm happy,
Breathing Code.
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. End, or does it stop?
....just another voice in the wired......
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