Without You…
I'm bored…there is nothing to do…but at least I could do something right…I decided to write a Kaihil one shot for the second time and I bet this one might be crappy. At least I could try and this is going to be sad...so…don't read if you don't like.
It was that time when my world turned upside down…it was that time when I lost you…and it was that time when my life changed and I knew that instant that it was my fault…
It hurt not to see you anymore…It hurt to see you…just lying there, helpless, not breathing…you were dead after that incident.
Blood covered your face during that crash in the intersection crossings…it broke my heart when I saw you like that…
Everyone got affected badly by your lost…everyone got affected…but I was the one that got affected the most…
I loved you but I couldn't say it…I thought that there was a time in place that there was a chance that I was able to see you again…but I couldn't.
God betrayed me…betrayed you… and made you die. It felt like a pit that you fell in the depths of Tartarus and I knew by that instant that I couldn't get you back…more than ever when I wanted you by my side.
It was my fault that you died…it was my fault I wasn't able to save you when I had the chance and I was useless unlike the rest that always helped you out.
The only thing I did was watch you from the shadows…trying to keep you safe but that wasn't the thing that you where looking for at all…I realized at that moment when I talked to you…I hurt you.
I saw you run…cry…heartbroken…all because of me…
I…couldn't do anything…my broken heart cannot heal itself…the innocents are losing and the darkness is taking over…
After that time I regret what I was doing…I thought that I could keep a certain distance from you but I just hurt you more…
You were different…the complete opposite of me…
You always smiled when the team was down…you always encouraged people to stand up…you never took pity and you always casted a light on me…on them…
My reasons for loving you are over…without you…a world of light can't be made…the darkness will shroud and win over…Without you…the war between the light and the dark there is no victory that we would win…you were the chief of light…the commander that always told people not to give up…
You were the key that held the perseverance and persistent to keep moving forward…
You gave me a life…that you saved for me…wanted me to look over…but without you…you aren't what I am right now…
I want you back… Hilary Tachibana…
This story is actually dedicated to Dead-bY-n0w. I just want him to wish him good luck and I wrote this story for him. Hope you like it.