Hey guys it's tati! :D this is a short one shot i wrote taking place during eclipse while Edward was fighting Victoria. Long story short Bella successfully sacrificed herself. Please enjoy and review.
You were worth my life
"You are worth giving my life for. You're so naïve, so self absorbed to not understand why I risk my life for you. It's not because you've "manipulated my inferior human mind", it's not because of your alluring smell, beautiful features, and butterscotch eyes. No. It's because of my love for you and everything that is you. Edward I don't need to think anymore. I don't have to wait until that moment when the mouth of the gun is pointed at your heart do you want know why?"
Reaching for his cold solid cheek I smiled. Few tears leaked from my eyes as I swallowed and released the rest of my words.
"You are worth giving my life for, I don't have to ever think twice I know I would gladly die to protect you. Anything the once mattered takes a back seat to your existence I need you to be alive for me."
Agony stretched across his pale face that once held so much beauty, so much love. I've never seen him so weak. But I had to continue on.
"I don't know how you did this. I don't know how you slowly slipped yourself into the depths of my heart. I don't know when I lost myself to you and I can't remember who I was before you. I am nothing without you and everything when I'm with you.
I was selfish, putting my life in jeopardy, worrying Jacob, Charlie, Mom, the Cullen family, and you. But I choose to be. Edward I love you so much why can't you understand that?"
Sobs blew past his lips as his eyes stared unseeingly down at my shell, at my old place, my old body. I wasn't there anymore, but he couldn't believe that, not yet. I stared down at him feeling the tender smile form through my lips.
"You were never too ugly to be loved. You were never unworthy of being loved and I was blessed to have been lucky enough to love you."
I couldn't stay long, I've felt myself slowly fading away the minute I realized my spirit was all I had left. I wasn't allowed to live anymore, Victoria took that away from me but I wasn't mad, no just sad down to my very core. I am so sad.
"P…Please Edward don't be upset with me." Now I was crying too. "I don't want to leave you; I've never ever wanted to leave you. But I have no choice anymore."
The man I saw down there, rocking back and forth clutching that hallow shell was not my Edward. My Edward died that day too. But I don't get to see him. I never will.
I love you Edward. You were worth my life. But where are you?
so what do you think? T.T