i hope you like. :)
disclaimer: no i dont own rfr or anything involved. :(
(Lily's POV)
I've always felt this way about him. Like our time together is a Ferris wheel. We are in no hurry to get anywhere. We were just taking the ups and downs as they came. I loved this constant movement in our lives. Nothing was ever rushed. He was a constant that made me feel comfortable. The top of the Ferris wheel was scary but he was always there to hold my hand.
That was then.
Ray is almost a world away even though he is sitting right next to me. Our Ferris wheel of a relationship has turned into a merry-go-round spinning on overdrive... maybe with one too many masters. I had a good grip on the handles but as time has past I feel my grip loosening and Ray is drifting away as I go flying through the air, only to land in a patch of grass leaving me hurt and alone.
Then there is Travis.
The new boy. The loner. Smart. Confused. Awkward. I came to his side but at the same time he came to mine. He was my North Star in the night sky. No matter how dark the night got I could always find him, and through him, find my way.
That star is fading and now I am the one who is confused and lost. Long lost.
And Robbie.
The best friend. How could he go beyond his principles and fall for the enemy? It was everything we were against. I just don't get it.
I feel like little Roscoe is falling apart and there is nothing I can do but sit back, watch, and pray that we all come out alive. Luckily, Parker is with me to keep me on track. What would I ever do without her?
I was too selfish for too long and it caused me to lose everything of importance in my life: My friends, my loves, our radio show, my pride, my judgement, and myself.
Today's show was one fluke after another and it cost us everything.