Disclaimer: I do not own Fullmetal Alchemist, and just in case, I don't claim ownership of anything other than myself.
Authors Note: Okay, so yes, this is EdxRoy, but it is NOT YAOI. Sorry to disappoint you, but I decided to put some crazy twist to this. Ed is played by my friend and I do the part of Roy, that's why it's written so funky. Anyways, ENJOY and PLEASE, OH, PLEASE REVIEW!
A More Feminine Point of View
Chapter 1
You're a Girl?
Edward Elric lay on the ground where his house had been years previous. He slowly regained consciousness. He brought up his right arm to rub his eye and didn't feel metal but skin. He opened his eyes to see a pair of very feminine hands. He ran a hand down the rest of his body, stopping to feel more body parts that hadn't been there before. His hands stopped on a pair of nice C almost D cup breasts. His hand automatically flew down to his crotch. It was flat- not at all buldgy as it had been. He felt that he had curves on his body. His eyes had become more feminine. He let out a scream that sounded rather girly. He had his body back but it was a female's! He grabbed his head, feeling dizzy and a headache beginning.
Ed decided to go to the Taisa... maybe he knew what to do. That and she needed to check in. "I'll just disguise myself!" Ed said to himself or herself. Which ever. She up off the ground and headed to Eastern Headquarters. She pulled his red jacket closer to herself.
This was going to be another normally boring day with normally boring paperwork, with usually aggravating Havoc. Or so Colonel Roy Mustang thought. And to add to his aggravation, Edward Elric was days late for his "check in". No one knew where he was, so all he could do was wait.
Hawkeye came into the room and handed Roy his papers. He took them and sighed. "Any word from Fullmetal and his where-abouts?" He asked, feeling outright bored out of his mind.
Hawkeye shook her head while saying, "No sir, I haven't. Just wait for him. He'll turn up." Roy sighed and slunk down in his chair. "Waiting is boring."
Ed finally made it to Eastern Headquarters. She tried to make her clothes as baggy as she could to hide her new features. She coughed loudly before she barged in the door. She plopped on the couch, as far away as she could from the rest of the group.
Roy, Havoc, and Hawkeye watched as Ed came in and plopped down without any real greeting, or insult for that matter. "Hey, Ed!" Havoc said playfully, and slapped him on the upper chest. "Long time no see." Roy added, sitting higher up in his chair to look more official.
Ed flinched when Havoc smacked him. Breasts were a real pain. "Yeah. I got my body back," she said, trying to make her voice sound deep. She kept her arms crossed at her chest and her legs propping the front part of her pants up to make it seem like nothing was missing.
"Really? That's great, Ed." Hawkeye said, smiling (yes, Hawkeye smiles) to hear how Ed and Al finally obtained their dream.
"So does that mean your going to leave the military?" Havoc asked, now a little droopy.
"I don't know." She honestly didn't. She hadn't thought about the future. She looked down at her hands, trying to avoid any real eye contact.
"You should stay," Roy said at last. Havoc looked up at him, being a little confused.
"Of course, you name wouldn't fit you anymore, Edward, but you still have your alchemic abilities, I presume. That and your determination. Or stubbornness. You've been here so long, it makes me wonder on whether or not you would quit just because you don't like to."
"I'll just have to get a new name, ne?" Ed looked up at him, a tongue running over her lips, making them shine. It hadn't hit her until then how feminine her lips had become. She wondered if anyone would notice.
"Well-" Roy said, but then he stopped himself. "I need to talk to you about that. Havoc, Hawkeye, I need to talk to Edward alone, if I could. I just remembered some... serious business I need to address him about." They both nodded, and left the room confused. Seconds after they were gone, Roy told Ed to come up to his desk.
Ed blinked when she heard Roy dismiss Havoc and Hawkeye. She watched as they both left, hoping they would save her from whatever would happen. She got up as she was beckoned, still trying to hide her rather large chest.
He met Ed infront of his desk and took off his hood. Roy thought for a second and tried to process what he was seeing. "Ed, did something go wrong in your transmutation?"
"No nothing went wrong." Her voice cracked. Ed squirmed under Roy's gaze. She didn't like being looked at like she was a fresh piece of meat. She kept her arms crossed, looking away from Roy.
"When I say, wrong, Ed, I mean unexpected. Something that wasn't intended."
Ed shook her head. She looked back up at Roy. She started feeling a weird feeling in her chest. It was like she wanted to kiss the taisa, but if she did... but if she did...
Roy grabbed Ed's right arm without warning, and pulled up the sleeves that covered it. Same tone, but different. More slender, and not as muscular. Taking Ed's other arm, he did the same and noticed they were both his arms and hands were like that. They were gentler looking. Not so gruff. And the calluses were gone, too. "What happened?"
Ed was caught off-guard by the sudden movement. A tingle climbed up her arms, making her want to jerk away. She looked away from the dark haired man. "I don't know what happened." She still wouldn't speak like a woman. Her chest had flopped because she, not being a girl normally, didn't have a bra on. The change had been more obvious now.
The movement on Ed's chest made him jump. Mixed feelings and thoughts filled his head, until he felt like he was about to explode. Taking Ed's jacket by the shoulders, he pulled it down, and stopped as his eyes fell to Ed's breasts through his usual black tank top and shirt. He was lost for words, and didn't know what really to say.
Ed looked away and blushed. She pulled her jacket back up. She felt violated as she turned away from Roy, wanting to disappear into a hole.
In all truths, Roy wanted to apologize, but all that came out was," Are you a girl!"
"I guess so," Ed hissed. The female voice came out. She had her back turned to him. She wished she hadn't have come.
"I-uh... Look, I'm sorry for staring like that. It wasn't that I was looking, but I was just in shock. You kept telling me one thing, but I just knew that wasn't the truth. My intuition told me differently. I just didn't think it was this...extreme." Roy put a hand on Ed's shoulder and moved to the other side of her. "I'm sorry, okay?" He said, leaning over so he could more be at her head height.
"I didn't either. I just woke up and it was like this...and I haven't told anybody yet... and my chest hurts... and I hate womanly feelings!" Ed almost had tears in her eyes. She couldn't help it. There were just too many things going on in her head. She was wondering if she'd ever be a boy again. If not... she didn't know what she'd do.
Roy felt bad to see Ed cry. "I'm an ass," he told himself, and he kneeled down. "Hey, hey. It's alright, just relax, okay? No crying, please." He said, almost pleading. He didn't need Havoc or Hawkeye to see Ed as a girl crying just after a minute of sitting alone with him in his office. With his thumb he wiped away Ed's tears on her face. "Are you going to be okay? Do you want to go into hiding?"
Ed looked up at Roy and felt more tears well up. She felt more shiver overtake her body as Roy touched her. She almost told Roy not to touch her because she wasn't used to the weird sensations she was feeling. She sighed and looked away from Roy's eyes.
"I don't have any stable place for you to hide, but I could hide you somewhere for now, and say I sent you off to Risembool. Do you want me to do that? Until you feel comfortable enough?"
Ed nodded. "Will you be there where I hide?" she asked, wiping her eye. She felt like she needed chocolate or something.
"Yes. I was thinking about keeping you at this place where Maes and I used to go. A bar, but there's a room that I keep as my study. No one knows about it but me, now. I could put you there, and that's where I'll go instead of my dorm, just to make sure your safe. I'll get everything you need. Food, bathroom things, everything, okay?" In a couple of seconds, he was able to bust out the plan.
Ed nodded again. IT sounded like a good plan to her. She was still gathering up everything in her mind as she stole a quick glance at the Taisa.
"Do you want to go now, and say you caught the one o'clock train to Risembool? Or wait and say you left later, so we can go at night?
Ed thought about this for a minute. "Say I left later," Ed said, letting her girl voice out. She really wanted the time with Taisa.
"What about the others? Do you want them to know?"
"Not now. When the time comes."
"Okay." Roy said, nodding and looking around the room. "I better make it seem like your busy, so I want you to just take..." Moving away from Ed, Roy walked to his desk and picked up and little book and a pen. "This," he continued as he handed the objects to her, "and write anything that your thinking about or what your feeling or whatever. Doodle for all I care. I'll say you're writing a report."
Ed took the notebook and pen. She plopped back down on the couch and started doodling. She didn't even know what she was thinking.
Roy sighed, trying to regain his composure. "Put your hood back up, and just say you're tired, okay?" He told Ed before he went to open the door. It seemed that Hawkeye and Havoc left so he just left the door cracked.
Ed put the hood over her head again. She began doodling, while her mind was elsewhere. When she looked down at what she had doodled, she ripped it off the notebook, and crumpled it up.
Roy sat back down at his desk and started on his paperwork, taking his time and procrastinating whenever he felt like it. "What was that?"
"Nothing," she muttered, stuffing the paper under her leg and went back to looking like she was doing something.
Shrugging it off, Roy went back to work (sorta). Not but a few seconds later did Havoc and Hawkeye knock on the door. "Can we come in now, sir?" "Yeah. Go ahead," Roy replied, pretending that he was really busy, too. They came in with two cups each. "Coffee?" Hawkeye offered to Roy, who of course took it. "Hot chocolate?" Havoc said, offering it to Ed.
Ed looked up when Havoc offered the hot chocolate. She hid the drawing from Havoc and took it with a bow of his head.
After offering their extra drinks, the two blonds wandered off to their normal relaxing places, and went back to their own tasks.
"This is going to be a long day."
Ed fell asleep on the couch out of boredom.
Roy, once he was ready to call it a night, got up to wake the sleeping Ed. The dark haired man stopped and looked down at the little blonde fast asleep in a little ball on his office couch. "If only they stayed that cute all the time," he thought to himself as he bent over and shook her a little. "Ed...Ed..."
Ed cuddled her body closer to herself. She hugged the notebook closer to her body, like a teddy bear. She wasn't really dreaming, just sleeping. She growled at the source trying to interrupt her slumber
"Ed. Come on. Wake up. We're leaving..." Roy said, shaking her a little bit harder.
Ed grumbled and sat up, giving the biggest glare to Roy. She got up to stretch.
"Sorry to bother you, but we should leave now." Roy sighed, stretching himself out. He yawned after stretching his arms and sighed. "Are you ready to go?"
Seeing Roy yawn, Ed yawned as well. "I guess so..." She replied, tired out of her sane mind.
"Alright," Roy said, nodding and slouching. "I'm taking you shopping tomorrow so you can have things to keep you busy while I have to work. And maybe some more fitting clothes," he said, scratching his head, then added, "I made sure to tell everyone that you were taking a train home tonight."
"Alright," Ed said. She tried to imagine herself in something other than what she always wore.
With that, Roy grabbed his coat and his bag, and went to the door. "It isn't far from here, but to get in, we'll have to go the back way, alright? No use in making you an alibi if we break it."
Ed followed him towards the door. She merely nodded and looked away from him. What were these weird feelings?
After leaving the building, they took a left, walked a block, took a right into side-street, and another right into an alley. There was a fire escape that was already pulled down that Roy approached and started to climb up. "We're going to use this to get in and out, alright?"
Ed followed him loyally. She moved closer to Roy, out of fear. This alley reminded her of the time with Nina. Discovering her body was the hardest thing. Tears welled up in her eyes as she thought about it. She barely heard the instructions from Roy. She just crawled up the ladder.
Pulling out a little ring of keys from his pocket, he unlocked the door that the top of the platform lead to. Once inside, he turned on the lights to his study. There was a bed, a futon, a desk, a small fridge, a coffee pot, and a little stove/oven. There was a door that leads to a bathroom on the opposing side of the room. "I hope you don't find it too messy in here," Roy said, squinting a bit.
'So this is where he goes when he wants to hide,' Ed thought. She looked around and collapsed on the futon. It was very comfortable. "It's fine."
"Alright," Roy said, putting the bag down on the desk and hanging up his jacket. His stomach growled loudly, and he looked down at it funny. "Do you want something to eat, Ed? You haven't had anything but that hot chocolate this morning." Roy asked.
"A salad with chicken would be a good thing," Ed replied. She felt the sudden urge to slim down and look nice. She wanted to look perfect for the taisa.
"Alright," Roy said, nodding as he left the room down to the bar. It was only a couple of minutes before he came back up with two plastic trays and two drinks. "I got you orange juice since I know that you don't like milk." he said while handing her her chicken salad and cup. He himself got a glass of water and a steak.
Ed was grateful to Roy that he didn't try to force her to drink milk. She nodded a small thank you and began to dig into her food.
Every now and again as Roy would eat his own food he would he look up and watch Ed. Not only has her body changed from a boy to a girl, but he noticed her attitude and actions were starting to change, too. She was a lot calmer and, of course, more feminine about things. Including her eating habits. Normally, Ed would pretty much smash his bowl to his face and scarf it all up in seconds, but this version was actually pretty humane to her food.
Ed didn't want to focus on the fact that she could see Roy staring at her. She kept her head down, looking at her food. She took a sip from her drink, with her pinky out.
Finishing off his steak and water, he took the container and the cup to the door and placed it on the floor. He would take in down in the morning, but for now, he found himself suddenly exhausted. Work was in 7 hours. "I'm going to take a quick shower and go to bed, alright? Or do you want to use it first? The water won't run out of hot water ever, so we're fine either way."
"Isn't the expression ladies first?" Ed asked in an authoritative tone. "I'd actually like to go first. I'll be quick I promise!"
"Okay. That's no problem. Take as long as you want. I have soap and shampoo in there, but no conditioner or a rag for the soap. I'll work on that tomorrow." Roy said, plopping down on the futon. "The bed was just cleaned the other day, so I advise you to sleep there instead of on this thing, okay?"
Ed wasn't totally listening to Roy. She was lost in her own thoughts. Why is he being so nice to me? She walked into the bathroom and started to get undressed. She turned the water on warm and got under when it was at her level of liking.
Lying down, he listened to the running of the water in the shower and heard it dull as Ed stepped in. He sighed and looked up at the ceiling. He, too, noticed he was being irregularly nice to her, but could only come up with one reason why. He felt bad for her. This is just so drastic and the expression on her face when he found out. It almost haunted him, making him feel bad he even noticed it at all. He could guess that he was doing this out of payment or sympathy. Or maybe even because Ed is a girl, or a young woman, and that he cared more. It was hard to put his finger on just why he was doing what he was doing.
Ed took this time to study her new features. It was all very weird for her. She took the soap and rubbed it on her chest, progressively moving downwards. She wasn't really paying attention to her body much anymore.
Waiting for Ed to come out of the shower, Roy picked up a book and began to read. It was an old book on alchemy. The bigger words made his eyes more tired, so he stopped and looked through his little library of books. Scanning through the titles, he saw one he just didn't recognize, picked it up and read the back. His expression became shocked when he noticed it was a romance novel. "How the hell did that get in there!" he asked himself in a whisper.
Ed got out of the shower about 10 minutes later, wrapped up in a towel. She came out when Roy had picked up the romance novel. "What's that?" she asked, trying to get a good look at the cover.
Roy blushed violently. "A book," Roy said, stuffing it up on one of the tallest shelves, that only he could reach. "I'm going to take a shower now," he mumbled, grabbing a pair of navy pajamas from a drawer, and swooshing off to the bathroom fluently. He stripped down, turned back on the water, grabbed his tooth brush and took a shower while he brushed his teeth. The water was as hot as he could get it, and it ran down his tired body. He was done in about five minutes. He stepped out of the tub and began to dry himself off.
Ed watched Roy put the book on the highest shelf. She waited until he was in the bathroom before shooting the chair over from the desk. She climbed on it and grabbed the book. She flipped in the pages and found one of the juiciest sex scenes in it. She blushed as she read it. She quickly shut the book, feeling a bit embarrassed. She grabbed her clothes and put them back on before collapsing on the bed and pretending to be asleep.
The dark haired man didn't bother to brush his hair before leaving the bathroom, knowing he would have to do it again in the morning. He put on his pajamas right before leaving, shut off the light, and came into the somewhat bright study. He noticed Ed lying down on the bed. She wasn't sleeping though, and he could tell. Her breathing wasn't as slowed down as it should. "Good night, Ed." Roy hummed, shutting of the light and trudging over to the futon and plopping himself down. Almost instantly, the man was into a deep sleep. Good thing he wasn't much of a snoring type.
Ed didn't respond to Roy. She got up again
and grabbed the book once
she knew he was asleep. She began to
read more and more of the smut, wondering if any of that would happen
to her. She closed the book and started from the
beginning.
A week later.
Roy trudged through the door from the fire escape's balcony after a tedious day of work. It was starting to be too much because of all the sudden paperwork and continuous calls from Al and Winry, making up stories on why Ed might not be home yet, or how he was on a mission alone. Lying wasn't something he enjoyed, but his duty was to hide Ed. "Hey, Ed," Roy said, lazily waving to her before plopping himself down on the futon and sprawling out. "Did you have a good day?" he asked her. Maybe if he heard about someone having a good day, he would feel better about his too.
Ed was reading the book for the second time. She found it interesting. She tossed it under her pillow when she heard Roy come in. "Hi! My day's been a bit boring. All I've done is read all day." She could tell Roy had a bad day.
"Boring, huh?" Roy said, exhaling and closing his eyes. "That's no fun," he said. He really wanted to go out and do something. Ed was bored though, and he felt a bit compelled to stay here so she would have some company. He would have a boring day, too if he had to stay all cooped up with no one to talk to and not being able to go anywhere. "I need a drink."
"You can go get a drink," Ed replied. She wanted to keep reading the book again. Since she became a girl she didn't really know how to act. She knew better than to throw herself on the guy like the protagonist of her romance novel.
Roy opened his eyes and rolled his head to the side as if he were to look at her. "Really? I don't want to leave you all alone if you're really bored though."
"It's fine, really," Ed said. She pushed the book under her pillow, hoping that Roy didn't see it. "You can go."
He stood up and stretched, taking off his jacket. "Are you sure?" he groaned in mid stretch.
She smiled at him with a nod.
"Alright. If you're sure. You can come down if you get changed into something that's not pajamas. Only for a little while, though." Roy said, kind of uneasy about leaving Ed alone. He knew the bartender personally, and figured he would maybe let Ed sit with him for maybe a little while. He left to go out the fire escape, and went inside the bar.
Ed pulled her book back out after he left. She secretly wanted to go with him but didn't because of everyone else.
It must've been three hours that Roy had been at the bar. He was relaxing and drinking out his stress, and maybe way too much.
Ed finished the book for the third time. She looked up at the clock. Damn. It'd been three hours since she had seen Roy. She was getting kind of worried and wanted to go down. She knew she was under-aged but that wasn't going to stop her. She looked around the quiet room and sighed. The blonde got up off the bed and started to pace the room, debating what she would do.
Roy Mustang was wasted as he left the bar and walked up the inside staircase to his study. He came through the door and shut it behind himself. Immediately he had seen Ed standing up near him. "Hey, Ed. Had I worried you?" He came up close to her, less than a foot away.
"Yes." Ed felt her heart racing. She just stared at him, smelling the alcohol on his breath. It stunk.
"I'm sorry," he said, pulling her into a hold quickly. Wrapping his arms around her waist. He held her close, putting her head to his chest.
Ed put her hands up as a reflex so her hands were the only thing really separating them. "It's okay?" she said, rather like a question.
After a few seconds, he pulled away and looked down at the blonde still in his hold. Lifting up her chin, he gave her a gentle kiss that progressed slowly.
She didn't know how to react to the kiss. She wanted to pull back but she couldn't. She couldn't believe she was kissing the enemy.
He slid his tongue in her mouth and probed around, playing around with Ed's. Roy broke away from her mouth and kissed her cheek, the top of her neck, down to her collar bone. He stopped there and started to fiddle with the buttons to her pajama top.
No matter how hard she tried, Ed couldn't do anything. "What are you doing?" she managed to moan out.
"I just want to see," he breathed, kissing her again as he slid the top off her shoulders and started to work on her bra.
Ed froze. Her body felt sweaty. "P-p-please stop," she mumbled. She wanted him. She didn't want him. She felt torn.
"I won't do anything. I just want to see," he hummed as he the bra off and ran his hands over Ed's breasts. They slid down and started to pull down her pants and underwear, kissing down her neck as he went.
Ed squeaked and fell forward to protect her body. It was reacting weirdly and she didn't like it.
Roy knelt down to the half naked girl in front of him, putting a hand on her shoulder. "It's alright," he said wrapping his arms around her again, and pulled her up off the ground. Carrying her over to her bed, he set her down, kissed her, and left to his own futon. He was out in a matter of seconds.
She pulled the blanket over her as soon as she hit the bed. Ed made sure he was sleeping before she let all the tears she had held in out.
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The next day Roy woke up with a major hangover and got ready for work. Ed was still asleep as far as he knew. He was really anxious to talk to her because he knew that he had a tendency to be perverted when he is drunk. Without even knowing what he did, he felt horrible, not including his throbbing migraine.
Ed didn't want to talk to Roy. She considered leaving. She hugged her knees closer to her body. Her eyes were puffy from crying.
Roy couldn't stand it anymore. He was done getting ready, but he was sort of just moseying around to see when she would wake up. "Ed? Are you awake?" he asked, kneeling down beside the bed. "Please answer me if you are."
She let out a sleepy sounding moan and just turned her head to look at him. Ed really had no desire to talk to him.
"Did..." he sighed and looked down, then started again. "Did I do anything to you last night?"
"Yes." Ed wanted the conversation to end. She knew he needed to know but she didn't want to tell him.
"What did I do? I really need to know, Ed." Roy said sadly, in a pleading voice.
Ed turned to look at him, almost forgetting that she was still naked. "You stripped me of my clothes as well as my pride. You kissed me then looked at me."
Roy sat in silence, having a hard time grasping what he was told. He wished he could deny that and tell the young girl, who he so rudely violated last night, that it was just a dream. None of it really happened. "I kissed you?" He asked, "And I looked at you? What do you mean by look at you?"
"I'm naked!" Ed shouted. She wanted to turn away from him. She felt disgusting. She needed a shower.
He went quiet again and looked away. "I'm sorry," was all he could say before he left the study to which was supposed to be Ed's safe place. One thing was for sure, he was going to feel like shit all day.
Ed didn't reply to Roy and looked away until he was out of the room. She got up and went into the bathroom to potty. She flushed the toilet and washed her hands. She came out of the bathroom and walked over and grabbed her clothes then slipped them on.
Climbing down the fire escape and out of the alleyway, he made it down the street and into work. He wasn't late, thank goodness, but it didn't help that people kept on asking him if he was okay. "I'm fine. I'm not feeling the best though. A bit of a migraine is all this is," he would tell them, and keep going about his paperwork.
Ed went back to bed after she got dressed. She was so tired. She fell asleep almost instantly.
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