You hurt me so badly. The pain that laps my broken heart is because of you. It is your face that I see when I close my eyes. It is your face that that haunts me as I try to retain my peace. Once you brought calmness and serenity; that has gone – gone with the wind that sought to break my heart. It was this wind that replaced all those things that once inflated my heart and soul with pain and insanity.
I had no way of knowing neither what to do or how to feel. You were everything to me. It was you that shone light upon my world; it was your laugh that voiced mine, it was your gentle hands that held me while I was scared. Yet I now exist in world where those very things are now my enemy. When I remember you and what once was; my soul cracks once more.
My pain will never cease nor dissipate. It is my pain - not yours. I do not see tears within your eyes when you hear my voice nor feel my presence. You walk tall in a world without me as though I meant nothing. This pain of mine; I never asked for. I could have lived, not merely existed, in a world without you. But you choose to save me once - to take my hand and show me a world with us together. This pain is mine - this pain is you.
A/N: I don't own anything of Sanctuary - apart from two seasons- and don't claim ownership.
It would be really cool if you could review - even just to say you read this.
As some would know; many of my stories are dedicated to someone/something. This is one is dedicated to the person who is My Pain.
P.s. Misery Loves Sarah - this is clearly not the one I promised you but it is coming very soon :D