This is only my second fanfic I hope its better then my last story! please review!!

A/N: Bella already knows about Jacob being a wolf and all of the wolfy stuff other wise everything is the same!
(The underlined is Bella replaying the days events, just in case that was confusing)

17 years ago

I sat on my bed; dry tears stained my face, "Why Edward? Why would you do this to me?" I pulled my legs up to my chest and held on, as if to keep my self from falling apart at the seems.

Edward and Jacob stood in my room my gaze was still on Edwards face, sorrow was written all over, and in his eyes was the worst. Instead of the beautiful molten topaz there was rock hard gold, devastation was almost engraved into his profile. "I-I can't handle looking at you like this!" I roll over sobbing into my pillow.

"Come on Bells, your killing me here, it took forever for this leec-I mean Edward to come around. Jasper just push his decision over the edge, I can protect you from anything that can be thrown my way." As Jake finished his speech he sat down and placed his hand on my back, his warmth sock through to my skin.

My face was still buried in my wet pillow when a thought hit me; Jacob has always been there even when I couldn't see it. I swung my legs over the side of my bed and ran down the stairs, Charlie was on a weekend fishing trip so I knew it was safe to try something I knew was crazy but would show me how loved me more Jake or Edward.

Luck was in my favor today I didn't trip once as I ran and grabbed my coat and my keys, Edward and Jake had run down the stairs and were looking at me with wide-eyes. Just before I got to the door I slipped, but cold hands caught me just as my nose touched the tile, "Bella, what are you doing?" Edward asked in a worried tone. I yanked my arm away from his iron grasp, "I need to be alone." I tried my hardest to sound tough, but my emotions were almost plain as day.

Jacob opened the door for me and whispered, "You're lying, you're testing us, please, Bella stop." His voice chocked at the end, I gave him the sternest look I could managed, "Well then you better pass then." My boots squeaked on the pavement as fresh rain started to pour down just as I got into my truck. I didn't bother to turn the ignition on for a few minutes; I just sat and replayed what just happened over and over in my head.

I was sitting in my bed it had been a week after my birth-day mishap with Jasper and ever since then Edward had been acting odd. I blew it off though nothing hunting couldn't fix. I woke up; Charlie had left yesterday; because according to him 'all of the good fishin is on a Saturday'

I chuckled at Charlie's irrational fishing tip. Edward told me that he was coming over today so I got up to take a shower and get ready for him, I almost ran to the shower and turned it on, he said he was going to be here at ten and it was already nine thirty.

I towel dried my hair and pulled it into a sloppy ponytail, the night before I set out Bermuda-jean shorts and my favorite graphic tee. I changed and ran down stairs only to trip and be caught by a warm hand, "Ah!" I had no idea who had just caught me so I started to kick and squeal.

"It's so nice to see you Bells. You know you really need to be careful around stairs." A warm chuckle erupted from Jacob's chest, "Wo'a Jake you really scared me." He put me down and gave another laugh, "Sure, sure." His warmth was radiating off of him was very nice considering it was thirty degrees outside.

"So Jake," I asked as I walked to the kitchen and started on some eggs, "Do want some eggs?" "Bella, love." a velvet voice called from behind me. My heart skipped a beat, "Edward!" I turned and hugged him but his arms stayed by his side, my heart stopped for a second. I backed up and put my hand over my heart, "Ow, Edward what's wrong." I sat on the chair in the kitchen, my head was spinning. "Bells we should go to your bedroom." Jake said with worry plastered all over his voice.

"No Jake I-" my heart thudded unnaturally again, I felt my self rise up into warm arms and then onto my familiar bed. My eyes were still closed but I could hear Jacob and Edward arguing, "Do you see what happened here?! How is she going to be ok after this?" Jake finished with a small bark of anger.

"I am truly sorry, Jacob, but I have to go, for her own good, and I don't think I feel the same way about her anymore, I don' want to drag her along any more then I already have." Tears came flowing out of my eyes, my heart thudded again, but this time I knew why, Edward was leaving me.

I sat up and looked at the both, "Why Edward? Why would you do this to me?"

I came crashing out of my terrible day-dream when the rain turned to hail; I was shivering from being in the cold.

I turned the car on, once the window was clear I saw that Edward and Jacob were still standing at my door way, but Jake was yelling at him saying 'you hurt my Bella you leech!' and 'what the hell is wrong with you!'
I couldn't stand to watch them anymore I pulled out of the drive way and started to head to the reserve, I knew if Edward truly didn't love me any more then he wouldn't come to save me.

As the hail turned to snow, deep down inside I already knew Edw-he wasn't going to come, and I was okay about it, I just hoped Jacob would forgive me for what I was about to do to him.

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