Love?
(Bella's pov)
Was this really love between Edward and I or an obsession. I say how he looked at me like a piece of meat. Whenever we kissed he would just barely touch my lips. Edward didn't know but when he left, Carlisle stayed behind. Carlisle loved me like a real man would. He never looked at me like a piece of meat; he looked at me with love in his eyes. He never got mad with my decisions. As time passed I figured out I loved Carlisle not Edward. But Edward came back and I couldn't love Carlisle with Edward around. My heart ached every time Edward kissed me in front of Carlisle and his eyes showed pain and torture. Edward asked me to marry him. I agreed just because Edward would have got mad if I didn't. Now here I sit on our honeymoon getting sick. I was afraid, I was pregnant and Edward didn't know. How would I tell him? "Bella sweetie are you ok?" Edward asked. "No" I cried. Edward burst through the door. "What's wrong?" he asked. "I'm Pregnant" I cried. "You're getting rid of it" he said. "No Edward" I screamed as I got up. He slapped me across my face. "I'm going for a hunt when I come back we're getting that thing out of you!" he yelled as he ran out the door. I got up and went to the bedroom.
(2 hours later)
Edward came in with some other people. "Hello Bella I'm Caius, I'm a doctor I just want to take a look" "No" I sobbed as I went into a fetal position protecting the baby. "Guys out to the hallway I need to speak with you. " Caius said.
(Caius pov)
"Edward what did you do to her?" I asked kind of annoyed. "I told her to abort it" He growled. "Edward I won't abort it this is the only case like this, it could be special." I hissed. I could see why she was scared of me. That poor dear, thinking I was going to kill her baby, I would never do that. "Brothers" I growled as I walked back in. They held Edward back so I could speak with her by myself. I walked towards her and fear was in her eyes. She whimpered as I sat next to her.
(Bella's Pov)
Caius walked back in. I whimpered as he sat next to me. "Shh Bella I won't hurt your baby, I promise I'm not like Edward" He said. I looked in his eyes and all I saw was honesty. I nodded my head and laid down on my back. He took his cold hands and placed them on my belly. "If anything hurts tell me" He said as he pressed down. I whimpered. "Ok sweetie, its ok, the baby feels about two months. But I will have to do a scan to see." Caius said. "I'm going to run and get some supplies, I'm going to take care of you until you have this baby" he said with a soft smile on his lips. He left and Edward stormed in with a blonde who had medical tools. "Say good bye to baby" he cooed as he injected me and I was out.
(5 hours later)
I got up and I realized what happened. He killed my baby. I started to cry. There was a little piece of paper. On the outside it read Bella. I opened it. There was a small letter.
Bella.
I never loved you; I just loved your blood. I loved Jane. Your baby was a little boy. He's dead now, have fun little fragile human, Carlisle will probably find you soon
Goodbye
I started to cry again. I had enough food for me for a few weeks.
(Alice pov) (3 days after the abortion)
I gasped at what I saw. Edward killing a baby! Bella's baby. Why did Carlisle have to leave? "Emmet! Jasper! We're leaving its Bella, I had a vision Edward killed Bella's baby; I wish I would have seen it before but I didn't. Bella is really upset. It's been three days she's been by herself. She looks horrible." I yelled as I got my bag and ran to the car. Emmett and jasper were already there. MY ell went off right as we started driving. "Alice Dad and I are going to be gone longer than we thought we will be home next week hopefully dad ran into some old friends of his" Rose said. "Ok I'm taking the boys on a little vacation" I said. "Ok bye" Rose said as we both hung up. "Well we will call Dad when we get there if Bella needs medical attention by the looks so far I think she will, Edward didn't do a good job" I said as we got to the airport.
(Bella's pov) (Four days after the abortion)
I sat in my room all day every day. I haven't eaten since then. I heard a knock at the door and ignored it. "Bella let us is!" I heard Emmett. I got up and walked towards the door when I collapsed. "BELLA!" I heard Emmett, Jasper, and Alice scream. I felt cold arms catch me before I hit the floor.
(4 hours later)
"Moms waking up" Alice chirped. I opened my eyes to Emmett leaning over me. "Mom?" he asked. "Mom?" I asked. "Oh yeah. I forgot, I had a vision, you and Dad fall in love, even rose calls you mom!" Alice said as she came and hugged me. I screamed in pain. "Mom?" Jasper asked as he came to me. "My stomach is killing me" I cried. "Boys go out I want to talk to mom" Ali said and the boys left. "Mom can I look at your stomach? I think I know what's wrong you're a little warmer than normal" Ali said. I nodded my head. Ali helped me lay down and she put a pair of medical gloves on. She lifted my shirt and my stomach was puffy and red. There was white pus coming out of the stitches when Ali put pressure on my stomach. "Jasper I need to phone!" Alice screeched. "Alice what's wrong?" I asked panicky. "Mom this is infected, hopefully we got to it soon enough if we didn't dad will have to give you a hysterectomy" Alice said sadly as jasper came in. I started to cry. Jasper picked me up and rocked me back and forth. "Shh its ok mom" he said. I sat in jaspers lap and cried.
(Alice's pov)
I watched my husband hold our mother. I pressed dads name in my phone and pressed call. It rang for a second and then dad answered. "Alice what's wrong I thought you were on vacation. And why does it say you headed towards the Island you know Edward and Bella are there. Wait why do I hear Bella sobbing? What happened?" "I had a vision, Bella got pregnant and Edward killed the baby, well I got the vision to late, three days to late. Mom is horrible dad; Edward did the abortion himself so it was probably done wrong. When we got here we didn't want to let ourselves in and the door was locked. Mom came to get us but fainted. Emmett got her before she could get hurt. I hugged her after she woke up and she's warmer than normal. I looked at her stomach and it's red and puffy. I pressed down and pus came out from the stitches. Dad I don't know how far the infection got but if I remember correctly form medical school if it gets worse you'll need to do a hysterectomy" I said and I heard dad gasp. "That bastard! I'll be there in a few hours. Can you put Bella on I want to talk to her real quick" dad growled but said the last part softly. "Sure but one more thing I saw you guys falling in love" "ok thank you for the heads up, now please but your mother on" Dad chuckled. "Mom dad needs to talk to you" I whispered softly as to not scar her. She put her hand out for the phone.
(Bella's pov)
I took the phone from Alice's hand. "Hello?" I asked softly still tears in my eyes. "Bell sweetie, you're going to be fine I'll be there in a few hours to take care of you, I won't let Edward hurt you again, love" Carlisle's sweet voice filed my ear. "Ok" I cried out and the line went dead. I threw the phone to Alice who caught it. Jasper held me in his arms and whispered sweet words. I fell asleep in jasper arms, as Alice and Emmett came and joined us.
(4 hours later)
I woke up to a soft nudging on my shoulder. I rolled over away from them. "Bella sweetie, I need you to wake up so I can check you out" I heard Carlisle say. "No" I mumbled. "Bella please sweetie, I won't hurt you I promise, but I need to see" Carlisle said with a little venom. I whimpered and fright and felt jaspers arms. "Dad you're scaring her" Jasper said. "Mom its ok" Jasper said as I got a wave off pain. "Carlisle" I yelled. "Shh lay on your back" Carlisle said as he brought out his black bag. I quickly rolled over to my back. Carlisle put some gloves on and picked my shirt up. "Baby I'm sorry if this hurts you" Carlisle said and then pressed down on my stomach. I screeched in pain and tried to get away from him. "Jasper!" he commanded. I felt calm waves wash over me. "OK jasper you're going to need to hold her down. Alice is right it's infected but we got to it fast enough, so she doesn't need surgery but she needs antibiotics, shots and pills." Carlisle said and I whimpered out in fright. "No" I moaned as I tried to get up. "Mom relax its ok, your fine" Jasper said as he held me in his arms. "Jasper" I cried. "Shh mom its ok, dad won't hurt you" "Love please I promise not to hurt you it's either this or the infection gets worse and then you would need surgery" Carlisle said as he brought up a syringe filled with liquid. I whimpered and barred my head in jaspers shoulder. Jasper spoke comforting words to me as Carlisle prepped my arm. I whimpered when I felt the needle go in. Jasper rubbed my back and calmed me down. "Ok a few more of these over a week and the infection should be gone." Carlisle said with a smile.
(One week later)
The week went by slowly. Getting shots every eight hours wasn't fun. Finally Carlisle said the infection was gone. We were lying in each other's arms. "Babe how do you fell about abortions?" I asked him nervously. "I don't believe it's right and I refuse to do them at the hospital, why?" he said. "Carlisle I want another baby with you" I said. "Baby what if it hurts you" He said. "It won't though, Carlisle I have you, your one of the best doctors in the world, please honey" I said. "Fine we can try but wait till were married first" He said with a small smile on his lips.