Chapter 1
A/N – Hi everyone. This idea actually came about recently after thinking about days, anyway just to point out Xion is NOT Transgender in this fic she is intersex(has both male and female genatalia), anyway enjoy this chapter. Its short but hopefully the next one will be up soon. and this is by Xion's POV
My name is Xion. I was actually born with the name Sora, as I was classified by the doctors as male due to me having a penis. However shortly after as my mum nappy changed me a couple times, she saw something was up and took me back to the doctors.
They then determined (after several full check-ups), I also had a vagina, and was technically a hermaphrodite. However the doctors all suggested they raise me as male, as my body was still forming as my 'vagina' could merge with my skin and become unnoticeable, if otherwise no operations could be taken as I was too young, and it could be life threatening.
So I was my parents little boy, their son. For the early years of my life it was all right, I was like any other boy. I enjoyed sports, cars and playing in mud. I could participate in P.E no problem, and since the kids at school didn't see me to have a problem, I didn't either. My parents tried to support me as much as they could, I understand they must have found my ambiguous gender hard at times, but they tried not to show it.
I had two best friends back at school, Riku and Kairi, who I did everything with. We were inseparable and did everything together. I'm not going to lie though during those early years I had started to develop feelings towards Kairi. There was just something about her I found enchanting, but as a kid I thought it was a passing phase.
At age 9 though. My life began to change.
I started developing breasts. I wasn't sure weather to be happy or sad, but as soon as I told my mum, she called my dad who was at work and rushed me to hospital. The doctors then did another a full body check on me and determined I was going to go through female puberty.
Female puberty. With a penis, clearly showing my vagina hadn't 'disappeared'. I felt that age 9 my life was only going downhill. The happy young brunette known as Sora began to slowly fade into the quite, reserved Xion. Additionally my hair grew black and this seemed to puzzle my parents in addition to that, their baby boy was now a girl. So I was renamed Xion and was immediately taken out from school. I couldn't even explain to my best friends at the time as I didn't know clearly what was going on. From then on my mum home schooled me until I was 11. I felt sad really, like I was a monster of freak of some sort that was incapable of choosing one gender, but I think I parents blamed themselves more, and trust me this took a huge toll on their marriage, but they made it through thankfully. The doctors said they would give me a 'reconstruction' surgery at 16, so until then I had to live both male and female, wondering if I was even going to have kids, I didn't even know if I was gay or straight so I just categorised myself as bi. When I was 11 we officially moved from Destiny Islands to Twilight Town, so I could start a fresh new life as a female. All my legal documents were changed and Sora was erased from this earth. There was no point in arguing back because my voice wouldn't be heard, so I conformed to society and was never allowed to participate in P.E, I never went swimming, but because my mum loved it so much, she got a pool built in our garden so I could swim as myself with no worries. I then became paranoid that at school I would be found out. All the teachers knew about my 'condition' and it made me feel insecure, like what did they think me? Was I a freak to them too? The worst thing was going to the toilet; let's just put it as I had to use the disabled toilets, which I found incredibly embarrassing at times. At this point I never saw myself as fully female, although I did get used it to and didn't mind wearing girls clothes, bras and having boobs. It wasn't like my penis was reactive; it just hung there all day. There were points in time however I wanted to cut it off with force, but that would just cause more drama.
The only thing that stopped me going into greater depression were my two new friends Roxas and Axel. Roxas' dad was a friend of my parents when we moved and when became neighbours. Roxas was already friends with Axel and when I met him the three of us seemed to gel together despite Axel being two years older. My high school life for the past 4 years, consisted of hanging out with Roxas and Axel, eating sea salt ice cream, and although I was close friends with them, I wasn't close enough to tell them who I really was, but I don't think they noticed. They saw me for the person I was within not my exterior.
However I never forgot about Riku and Kairi, especially that Paopu fruit Kairi gave me on my last day of school with them.
"It's my lucky charm. Be sure to bring it back to me"
I paused as I held it in my hand, sitting soberly in my room. Imagine if they saw me now, would they see me as the same person, or as another human being, not the Sora they fell in love with as a child.
I sighed
"I'll bring it back Kairi. When the time is right" I muttered to myself quietly.
A/N – Woooo, hopefully next chapter should be up soon (I cant make any promises though), and just to let you know Xion/Sora's parents are Terra and Aqua, just to point out, it doesn't really add or take away from the story though, hopefully most chapters won't be too long. Once again thanks for reading and please review fave and follow