Okay, I know it sucks, but my sleep deprived brain thought of it so I wrote it down. It's supposed to be on how Tony feels after Kate's death.

I never believed it'd happen,

I never thought you'd die.

You're smile,

You're laugh,

They haunt me still,

They crowd the hollow night.

I miss our stupid banter,

All the cruel things that we said,

I never said I'm sorry,

Coz I never thought of you dead.

I'd never admit,

'least not to you,

But you were a great friend to have round.

I trusted you,

You trusted me,

We never needed words,

To convey when we were scared.

Believe me when I tell you,

That I'd die for you anytime,

I'd take back all my dumb-ass jokes,

Coz I just want you as mine.

I'd get rid of all the bimbos,

All the pointless one-night-stands,

If I could only have you,

And keep you in my hands.

And if I had just one last wish,

I'd always wish for you,

Because you're all that matters,

In a world that's so untrue.

The thing I always meant to say,

But never had the guts,

Was three simple words.

I . L O V E . Y O U .