Chapter 1
A/N: Okay, I've had this idea for sometime and tonight I thought I'd start it, I've got a few more chapters for Substitute Lover, it should be up soon, now that summer is finally here I have more time for writing. Jess Also, before you read this let me explain a few things, first off Martin and Katherine were never revealed, and Palma wasn't brought on, I can't figure away to write her in without them, sorry guys, also Theresa never "raped ", Ethass, I'm still trying to recover from that nasty bullshit, therefore there was no EGAG baby. Okay, the first few chapters might be kind of compacted, but the plot will be revealed.
Okay, here we go….
Theresa arched her back allowing him to fully in her, their time was limited, and they both had other people. Not by choice but, by will.
'Damn Alistair Crane, damn to hell.'
"Oh, God Fox I love you please don't stop.", she cried out in pleasure. Each time with him was like magic he always left her needing more.
Fox smirked at her, she was truly the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen. He loved her, more than anyone, to bad there was no way for them to be together.
"God, Tiger you have no idea how passionate you are, he is a fool.", Fox growled, causing her to shiver.
He- Ethan, her husband, she hated the man, no doubt he was cheating on her, but what did it matter, she didn't love him, in ways she never did. Each, time with Fox she was reminded of that. What love was, how it felt to be touched by the man you love. Ethan- Ethan's touches were like ice, she never felt that way with Ethan, each time with him she felt sick, nauseous. Like she was betraying her truelove- Fox.
Fox lie there in the afterglow of their lovemaking, he loved this woman and one day he vowed to be with her.
'One day, Theresa I swear will be together and no one, not Ethan, nor Julian or Alistair no one will come between us.'
Theresa looked up at him smiling. I love you, she mouthed then her lips connected with his.
"And, I love you.", Fox told her kissing her lips one more time.
"What time is it?', Theresa asked, she knew they had not much time. They had to sneak around and hide their love from the world. Sometimes she felt like shouting her love from the rooftops. But, she knew she couldn't too much rely on her marriage as well as his.
"8:22.", he told her turning to the clock. "She'll be home in a few minutes."
"Fox, I hate doing this to her, I love her she's my best friend, she and I are…"
"I know Theresa and I feel bad for Whit too, babe. I wish we could tell her too, but we can't not now, but some day. When Ethan Martin is grown, when he is no longer in jeopardy. You know my grandfather and father,, they hate you and will take you child, Theresa."
"Fox, I love you."
"And, I love you. But, we can't be together."
"Fox, I can't keep this up, I feel lower than dirt."
"Theresa are you saying…"
"No, I'd never leave you. Fox, I love you. I can't live without you. I'd rather die."
"Good, we agree on one thing."
Theresa smiled at him and began to get dressed.
"Theresa, are you trying to seduce me.", Fox told her kissing her naked shoulder.
"Fox we don't have time.", Theresa told her, turning to meet his pleading eyes. "Tomorrow.", she promised quickly getting dressed before, she could have the time to over think her answer.
Fox nodded in defeat. "Damn my family. Damn them straight to the fires of hell. They'll pay I swear my hand to God, Theresa they'll pay."
"Fox, you're scaring me.", Theresa told him. She hated it when he talked like that.
"Theresa, I'm sorry it's just sometimes I want to kill them, each and every one of them, for keep you away from me."
"That, technically isn't true they can't stop us from being together. Fox we might not be married, but in my heart we are. You and I are as together as we could ever be."
"Yeah, well, I want you to have my last name as cursed as it is, I want you to be my wife. I'll never be completely happy till we go to bed as husband and wife."
"Daddy.", a little the little girl called out stumbling out into the hallway.
"Candela, what's a matter.", he asked, as his daughter came to the door of his room.
"I had a bad dream.", Candela told him. "I dreamed mommy and you were getting a divorce."
"Where'd you hear that word Candy?", Fox asked.
"I heard you and aunt Theresa talking about it yesterday in the kitchen. You told her one day she would be free to divorce Ethan."
"Yeah, well, Ethan and Theresa aren't me and mommy.", Fox told her.
"Yeah, you're father and mother love each other.", Theresa told her, she felt so guilty when she was with Fox and his two daughters Candy and Makita.
"Theresa, you pretty.", Candy told her crawling up in her lap.
"Thank you, Candy.", Theresa told her, she watched as Candy played with her hair.
"Why is mommy gone all the time?", Candy asked..
"She's busy. You wouldn't believe how much work goes into being a singer.", Fox told her.
"Yeah, I guess…", Candy, told them.
"Fox, you home.", Whitney called out from the door.
"Just a second.", Fox yelled looking at Theresa, she caught on quickly he was half dressed and need time to get dressed before Whitney came in.
"Candela, why don't you and Theresa go say hello to your mama.:", Fox told her.
"Yeah, come on Candy, let's show Whitney the new bear I bought you and your sister.", Theresa told her diverting the little girls attention to the living room, where her mother was.
"Whitney, hey.", Theresa greeted walking in hugging her best friend. She felt so low, how in the world she mustered up the nerve to play friend to Whitney she would never know.
"Mommy, mommy look, look at the bear aunt Theresa got me.", Candela exclaimed.
"I see it.", Whitney told her turning her attention to Theresa. "Where's Fox?"
"He's asleep I guess, he was in the bedroom when I got here.", Theresa lied.
"Mommy, isn't she pretty, I named her Whitney, after you.", Candela told her.
"That's nice Candy.", Whitney told the little girl.
"Whitney, hey baby I just heard you come in, I was asleep.", Fox told her.
"Daddy, look.", Candela told him, holding out the stuffed bear.
"She beautiful Candy, what did you name her.", Fox told her.
"Whitney, after mommy.", Candela told him.
"Well, she's beautiful.", Fox told Candela, he felt bad for the kid, Whitney showed very little interested in their children. She showed Candy less attention then anybody.
"Candy, go to bed, I told you to go to bed early.", Whitney told the little girl. "Fox, I told you 8 o' clock.", she told him.
"Whitney, come on lighten up she's a kid. It's Saturday Whitney, some people actually know the meaning of a weekend."
"Don't start with me Fox.", Whitney told him. "Work is there no mater what day it is."
"Mommy, Daddy, please don't fight. I'll go to bed. Promise.", Candela told them, running towards her bedroom.
"I'll go tuck her in.", Theresa told them leaving them alone.
"My God, Fox you let her run wild. She's a kid she needs rules to go by.", Whitney told him.
"Whitney, you're her mother. Mother's don't treat their kids like prisoners. Candy is your daughter.", Fox told her.
"Well, if I didn't enforce the rules there would be no rules here. You spoil both of them rotten. Candy especially.", Whitney exclaimed.
"Whit, honey you don't need to be so strict with Candy or Kita.", Fox told her.
"Fox, there my kids they'll obey my rules. If they don't I'll send them away. You know Ivy made sense when she said kids were better off in school than home.", Whitney exclaimed.
"Over my dead body. Kita is just a baby Whit.", Fox told her.
"Oh, I wasn't talking about Makita, just Candy it'll do her good.", Whitney told him.
"No.", Fox told her. "Candy isn't going to be sent away. Do you have any idea how that will effect her?", Fox asked.
"Oh, come on Fox, you were sent away and you're just fine.", Whitney told him.
"Really, Whitney you know the mood swings I have and the phobias, Whitney I don't want Candela thinking I don't care about her.", Fox told her.
"She won't think that.", Whitney told him. "Fox, think of all the extra time you'll have around here?"
"Time doesn't compare to my daughter.", Fox told her.
"Oh God, why do you always got to argue my decisions. I'm her mother.", Whitney told him.
"And, I'm her father.", Fox told her.
"I'd never make a rash decision concerning Candela.", Whitney told him.
"Whit, you're not sending her case closed.", Fox told her, walking out leaving Whitney standing.
"Theresa, why can't you be my mommy?", Candela asked. "Mommy hates me."
"Candy, you mother doesn't hate you.", Theresa told her.
"Then why do her and daddy argue all the time?', Candela asked. "Mommy told daddy once that it was a mistake I was born."
"No, it wasn't. Candela your daddy loves you.", Theresa told her. "And so does your mommy."
"Mommy don't.", Candela told her.
"Yes, she does. She did not have rather me nor Kita around. She loves to sing, were just in the way.", Candela told her.
"Candy, no she doesn't. She loves you and your sister very much.", Theresa told her.
"Whatever, she and daddy aren't happy and it's all my fault if I'd never been born daddy and mommy wouldn't fight all the time.", Candela told her. "I wised I'd died the day I was born."
"Candela don't you ever say that again. So many people love you, your father, your mother, me, your uncle Ethan, Ethan Martin, your grandma Eve, your grandma Ivy, your grandpa TC, your grandpa Julian.", Theresa told her. "See you're such a lucky little girl to have all that love."
"Theresa.", Fox exclaimed getting her attention.
"Hey.", Theresa mumbled, she could see the hurt in his eyes.
"Theresa, I think you should go.", Fox told her. "I need to talk to Candela."
Theresa nodded, then looked at him, when he failed to acknowledge her she turned and left.
"Theresa, thank you for coming here. You're really an angel sent to my family and me from heaven.", Whitney told her.
"Bye, Whitney, I'll be over here tomorrow.", Theresa told her, then left abruptly.
A/N 2: Okay, what do you think, should I cont'. Feedback is greatly appreciated.