Hello, this is my first humanstuck fanfic, please enjoy for it contains cronkri, enjoy, and please ignore the bad grammars for I'm just trying my best to write a good story. Homestuck characters belongs to Andrew Hussie.

Be Kankri Vantas

It has been three years since you and Cronus had been together, and you suspected that he had stopped paying any attention to you, and it was on valentines day and you wanted to do something special with him, you decided to keep it simple by giving him a gift other than some kinky stuff which Cronus always suspected of you. You decided to text Porrim which you and her was always close since childhood and (your now nineteen years old) to get some of advise of what would Cronus might like, but then you forgot that she's doing valentine stuff with Aranea.

You then remembered that Cronus likes the 1950s considering with how he dresses, you leave the apartment which you share with Mituna and god he's annoying and won't up shut up of how great Latula is for a girlfriend of his. You did had a crush on her when you were in middle school and your heart was broken when she choose to be with Mituna instead of you, and on that point you didn't care for love and you thought it was pointless until you met Cronus in freshman year in high school.

As you got to the store and you looked at things that would inspired Cronus, but there was no luck, until you spotted a necklace, you walk over to the counter to get a closer look and it was his zodiac sign which it was Aquarius, it was silver and you thought it was proper for him to wear it and his birthday was on January the 26th and you felt bad that you didn't give him anything but he says get was okay as long as he has you, so you bought it anyway.

You happily walked out of the store and you blushed at the thought of what he said on his birthday, you continued to walk on the way home in the cold weather on a sunny day when Mituna called, you groaned when you saw his caller ID and thinking what could he want which you know each others phone number in case of emergency which it was your idea, you answered his call.

"what is it you want Mituna, as of right now I'm busy." you said slightly annoyed

"Kanny, I was just on my way back from Latula's place and I just saw your boyfriend with someone" said Mituna with a serious tone, which was odd, he hardly never says anything serious which made your heart sink realized what he just said.

"did...did you happen to...see who it was Mituna" you stuttered trying not to cry

"hmm well she had long braided hair with red glasses, oh wait that Meenah...Kankri...you still there" you couldn't respond to Mituna and you sank down to the ground, though Cronus did admit to you that he had a crush on Meenah when you both were in high school, he even said that he was over her now that he has you, but now you know it was a lie and Cronus Ampora is now cheating on you.

"Mituna did you...see...where...he was going" you said, still not trying to stutter

"At our place" when Mituna had said that, it made you feel sick to your stomach, when you and Cronus started going out, you gave him a key which he can use anytime when he wants to see you, without telling Mituna, you hung up on him and you started rush back at your apartment, the thoughts came rushing on your head, thinking it was not true, all the things he had said to you, including playing 'Sea of Love' with his guitar which was beautiful was now trying to get Meenah jealous.

You gotten to your front door apartment, you slowly unlock the door, open it, and you made your way which there was giggling to be heard, and it was coming from your bedroom, you got mad, but still decided to keep quiet and continue to sneak to your bedroom, you saw the door was slightly open with a crack for you to see, you looked and you saw in horror, Cronus was making out with Meenah.

You couldn't help but you swung the door wide open, tears was now forming in your eyes and Meenah just laid there giggling, Cronus looked at you in shock that you find him this way, "babe...I can explain" Cronus said and you didn't want to listen so you ran out of the apartment, now crying when you hear a thump sound which Cronus was trying to run after you but failed.

You find yourself in the alleyway where no one could ever go and you knew places like that was dangerous but you didn't care, you were just heart broken, you sank down to the wall, knees now on your chest and cried even more. The thoughts of you and Cronus came to you, the most nicest thing you remembered what Cronus did, was playing 'Sea of Love' with his guitar, you thought it was the most sweetest thing he had ever done and it was soothing too, when you were frustrated with the work you had to do on the computer, you smiled at that memory but then the thought of him cheating came back and your smiled faded and continued to cry.

You've been crying for at least an hour, your phone rang, you took your phone out of your pocket, hoping it wasn't Cronus but gladly, it was Porrim, you answered it.

"Kankri are you alright, I heard from Mituna" she said with a worried tone

"No...Cronus is...cheating on me..." you said as you were still crying

There was silence, then Porrim said "where are you, I'm coming to get you" you told her where you were and hung up the phone.

You somehow knew by heart that love was worthless, nothing but giving pleasure and pain and the end of the so called relationship, you never understood on why people wants to be loved anyway when all you need is your flesh and blood relatives, but Porrim is considered that when she acts so motherly towards you instead of a friend which it was a good thing, you just needed somebody like her for now.

You then saw a car pulled over which you recognized it was Porrim's car, you picked yourself up and head toward the car, you now sat in the passenger seat, Porrim looked at you with pity and said "do you want me to take you back or" you cut her off "no Porrim, I know Cronus might be waiting for me and don't want to ever see him again, its over with him" you put your hands on your face and cried even more, Porrim was looking at you with sad expression.

30 minutes later

You and Porrim gotten to her house which was beautiful, it had gardens and the building had a light brown like color, it was already night time and you've gone out to the store late in the noon, without saying anything to Porrim you just wanted to go to sleep at the guest room which she had prepared for you, you gotten into the guest room and you lay down on the bed, you then decided to put your phone on silence in case Cronus decided to contact you to make up some bull shit excuse. After you done that, you went to sleep, still slightly crying and somehow you just wish you were dead right now.

You kept on thinking you were dead just to avoid the pain in to your chest, until you drifted off to the dreamland.

Please don't hate on me for making Meenah a total bitch and tell what you guys think so far, and I noticed myself that I kept on making new stories instead of finishing them and I'm so sorry for that, my mind can be full of different stories with ideas.