Author's Note:

Hello!~ I've decided to put my writing to use and make a Shizaya fanfic. I plan on making this a long-term project, so expect many chapters to come ^_^

This is rated M for language and future smut. Reviews are much appreciated and I hope you all enjoy!

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You both like suicide, and depression.

You: Good evening!

Stranger: Hi

You: How are you today?

Stranger: I'm whatever.

Stranger: Um, and I don't like suicide or depression.

Stranger: I have problems I guess. And I felt like talking to someone about it or something.

You: What kind of problems?

Stranger: I'm depressed I think. That's what the doctor told me.

You: I understand. I have been dealing with depression for quite some time unfortunately. Are you suicidal?

Stranger: I don't know.

You: Hmm. Well, it is always good to talk to somebody. It helps a lot. That's why I come on these chat sites.

Stranger: I don't really talk to people.

You: Oh?

Stranger: I don't really know how to.

You: Aren't you talking to me? :)

Stranger: I guess.

You: Hehe you seem like an interesting person. Take that as a compliment.

Stranger: Okay.

Stranger: Can I ask you something?

You: Of course!

Stranger: Why are you depressed?

You: Well, life is difficult. And I spend almost everyday thinking and wondering why I am even here. What is the point in living, you know?

Stranger: I know what you mean. That question drives me crazy.

You: I've also lived a very tough life, since I was a small child.

Stranger: What happened?

You: My mother was very selfish and uncaring. She cheated on my father shortly after he was diagnosed with lung cancer. She would always come home drunk and yell at him, in front of my brother and I. Being in that sort of dysfunctional environment really messed me up.

Stranger: Oh. Sounds tough. Sorry

You: No need to apologize. After my father passed away I got out of that house and moved to the city. But, even though I managed to finally leave, I'm still not happy. I feel like I have nothing really to live for. As if I've lived this terrible life for nothing.

Stranger: I never had family issues, but I know that I have issues with myself. It's hard to explain

You: You feel like you hate yourself?

Stranger: Yes..

You: I hate myself too

Stranger: All I do is hurt others. Everybody is afraid of me.

You: People in this world just don't understand what people like us have to go through.

Stranger: Yeah, it really pisses me off.

Stranger: I've never been able to get really close to anyone.

You: Me neither.

Stranger: I feel like a monster. If I disappeared I don't think anyone would care.

You: Sometimes disappearing sounds so tempting.

Stranger: Yeah.

Stranger: I have to get some sleep. Thanks for the talk.

You: It seems we have a lot in common. I enjoyed it :)

You: Mind if I get your number? I'd like to talk to you again.

Stranger: Um okay.

Stranger: It's 3-5913-9760

You: Tokyo?

Stranger: Yeah

You: Same here! Mine's 3-5342-1534

You: I'm Nakura by the way.

Stranger: Ren

You: Nice to meet you Ren

Stranger: Yeah. Okay goodnight

You: Night night!

I close my laptop shut and let out a small chuckle.

Ahh, this will be fun.

My next victim of entertainment.