Dear Diary,
Another day in hell, better known as McKinley State High. Why is it that I am stuck in a world where noone understands me? I am friendly, bright and cheerful, but they still don't even like me! I cannot possibly comprehend why, Just because I am talented and aren't afraid to let that talent shine, doesn't mean they should hate me.
Singing at Glee club is my only haven. A place where I can truly shine and share my talent with others. But my teamates and techer themselves are another story. Mr Shuester is forever trying to ruin my chances of getting into Broadway and clearly ignores my input and help. Artie and Tina aren't bad people themselves, but have no backbone and musn't care about anyone or anything. Kurt thinks he is better than me and tries to steal my solos, as well as continually mocking my choice of attire. Merceds is al "I am Beyonce" and seriously doesn't understand the meaning of the term backup. She never listens to me, and then wonders why things never work out. Santana, the HBIC is just deplorable to me, calling me inconceivably horrible names that I refuse to repeat, in fear of clogging up this page with downright crude remarks. And Brittany, the air-head, always just goes along with her. Matt and Mike are just typical jocks who follow their leader and have the attitude to match their athletic abilities. Puck, in his "bad-ass" was, thinks that it is acceptable to constantly tease me and give me weekly slushie facials. Quinn Fabray, well where do I start? She makes my blood boil with her hypocracy, and general attitude of honestly believing she is better than anyone and everyone. Finally, there's Finn, who has knowingly broken my heart too many times to count and doesn't seem to even care.
What does a soon-to-be star like me do in this mess? Not even Miss Pillsbury would be able to tell me that one, if she ever took her eyes off Mr Shue. Well, it is 10:05 and time for me to rest so that I may be at my very best tomorrow for school. Until the nect installment, I am forever yours,
Rachel Berry