Just a Dream

by atlovingyouhurtsmost

Clary feeling alone and depressed and who happens to appear, her brother Sebastian. Battling the guilt leaving Jace and now of cheating on him with her brother. Clary makes it her duty to find Jace in one piece even if he will no longer love her. It doesn't take place at a certain time in the books but it is when Jace is still missing. And it has a lot of Clary/Sebestian!

1. Chapter 1

Since Jace has disappeared, I have been sleeping dreamless nights. At first I had nightmares and Simon would sit at my bed side warding them off but now I had moved on past that phase. Him and Izzy were doing their own thing and there was no need for me to get in between them. I had already cost him so much sadness and he deserved someone who could love him back.

I am seating on the bank of a small river. On my side of the river there is a meadow with all types of flowers. Daisies, tulips, buttercups, violets, it's a beautiful never ending collage. The water a cool refreshing blue, it dances as it flows steady. The wind blows warmly across my skin and there is a small bird singing somewhere in the trees across from me.

"Hey Clary." A voice spoke in my ear. I turn around and come face to face with my brother. I mean Sebastian. I feel a flash of hate run through my body and I want to push him away. As if he knows what I am thinking he smirks and backs away. "Do you know why I brought you here?"

"Get out of my dream!" I spit through clenched teeth. He looks at me his eyes sparkling in amusement. "You have no right to be here."

"But Clary, I made this." He mockingly says. "You can't make me leave if I don't want to."

"You are a everything I despise." I stand up, even if I can't make him leave there is no reason I have to speak with him. I turn towards the meadow and start making my way though. I don't care where I am going just to be away from him.

"Nonono." And he appears in front of me and before I can stop I crash right into his chest. It's solid and made of muscle. So familiar. I step back and scowl at him.

"I hate you."

"No you hate our father. But I am not him."

"You are exactly like him!" I want to hurt him but even though this is a dream it doesn't mean I can't die. Sebastian brushes away my hair from mu face and I flinch back. He steps closer and I notice how the light hits his pale blond hair making it appear silver.

"Clary you are exactly like me." I shake my head no. He reaches for my face and this time I don't move. "It's just a dream, nothing but a dream."

Because it's a dream, I don't pull away when his lips touch mine. Instead I wrap my hands around his neck and pull him closer.

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