(Raph's POV.)
I dont hate you,
Your my only older brother,
You were always there for me,
We may have gotten in fights alot,
But that doesnt change anything,
Your my only older brother,
But when you left me,
I had nothing left to hold on to,
I know why you left,
But I just dont get it,
Why couldnt you gut stay here?
I hate to say it but,
You broke my hart,
I went out every night pertending to be a hero,
But I'm not,
I'm a killer,
I went out every night looking for a fight,
Hopeing for one,
Because,
Everytime someone would hit me,
It would take my mind off you,
If only for a second,
I coundnt bare having you gone,
But when you came back,
I pushed you away,
I told that i hated you,
You acted like it didnt hurt,
But I know it did,
You tried to help me,
But I refused,
I pushed as hard as i coud,
You were always stronger then me,
You pushed harder and broke down my walls,
Thats the first time i have ever cried in front of you,
I didnt care if I looked weak,
I missed my brother,
My olny oder brother,
The one that keeps me from falling,
You hold me up when I'm weak,
And you pull me right back up to the top,
And I could never hate you,
I just hope you remember that,
I look up to you,
Your so much stronger than me,
You can do anything you out your mind to,
But the one time you told me that you look up to me,
You told me,
That you could never be as strong or,
As pertective over our brothers as i am,
But you know that its not true,
I brake down all the time,
Thats how I hurt people,
I hurt our brothers,
So why do you look up to me?
Now your crying,
And huging me,
Your telling me that,
I was always there for them,
That I didnt leave for north amarica,
I'm trying to reasure you,
You did nothing wrong,
You left because of me,
I know its true so dont say its not true,
All you have to do is,
Promis me that,
You,
My only older brother,
Will not leave me again.
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