FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS

By Snuggles

Disclaimer:

I don't own seaQuest or any of the characters involved in it. I don´t earn any money by writing this kind of texts.

This is my first english seaQuest story. My first language is german, but I hope, my english is not to bad.

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A mothers thoughts:

He´s not like the others.

He´s my child, my little baby.

But he´s so different.

How should I deel with him?

I´m lonly, I`m not the mother he needs.

His father would be able to help.

But he´s rich, he has a family.

I don´t need him,

No I don´t.

I´m able to went through this, alone.

My little boy.

He´s so wise, but also so prudent and shy.

What can I do?

I flee into men.

But they hurt us.

They hurt him. They don´t love the little one.

I run away.

But who takes care of him?

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She´s dead, the boy is alone.

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Where should he go? His father sends him away. So he lies to the humans. Without parents, he comes in a big house. Life is hard there. He learns to show, what he wants, but not what he feels. He wins, but it hurts. His girl- friend is beautiful and young. And than, they get a child.

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A lovers thoughts, a fathers thoughts:

She´s my wife, but in her feelings, she´s only his mother.

I want to hold my son, but he´s weeping.

And he´s so strange.

The boy is bretty and clever.

But how can I show him my feelings?

No, she´s his mother, I´m only a father.

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She´s leaving, I´m alone.

How should I deal with my son?

She has a family.

I don´t know, what to do, so I send him away.

In this school, he gets the chance to do something with his intelligence.

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He´s here again, but he´s like a stranger for me. So, I send him away, again.

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Do we have to die?

Does he has to die?

I´m so afraid, I love him so much.

And he says, he loves me too.

My work hase been failed, but it´s unimportant.

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He´s alive and I´m happy.

I´m thankful.

I feel so sorry.

But I see, ther´s a nother man in his live.

He saved us. He know, how to love.

I feel the jealous burn inside of me, but it´s ok.

I have lost my chance.

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Please find your happines,

Your still my son, and you will ever be it.