A/N: I wrote this literally straight after watching Camp Rock for the first time, so it was like 11:30 last night, but the film was fresh in my mind. I hated Tess throughout the film, until she ran off the stage at the end... then I felt sorry for her... hense this:
Revelations:
Tess's
POV:
I saw my Mom, I had kept my eyes on her as much as I could while dancing and singing, willing her to stay, but now the one think I could see was the phone in her hand and attatched to her ear and I watched her leave. In that moment everything came crashing down on me. What the hell was I doing? I tried to keep singin but I couldn't concentrate on the words. After not long I stopped altogether, I couldn't do this anymore. I have my Mom a glare, or at least I tried to, I think it came out more desperate than anything, before she left and ran off the stage.
Questions were circling my mind; what was I doing? What had I become? How did I get like this? Why? Who was I? I felt like I didn't know myself at all. When did I turn into a self-centered bitch who was out to ruin everyone?
I sat down and let my self-pitying tears run down my face. I didn't expect or want any sympathy from anyone else, and I knew I wouldn't get it anyway. All I needed was to think. Thank about why. I could say my Mom was to blane and in many ways she was. She's always been great, she's loved by all, she was amazing and I always felt like I needed to be as good as her. Do anything to live up to being TJ Tyler's daughter. But my Mom wasn't the one who was belittling everyone else. Mom wasn't the one tryingn to ruin the chances of anyone better than me. My Mom wasn't the one who was lying and cheating. The only thing my Mom was guilty of was showing me how to hurt the people I care about, it was my choice, consciously or sub-consciously, somewhere along the line, to become the bitch I'd been the past few years.
And now I had to make ammends. Starting with Peggy.