First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
Without Julia by my side
But I spent so many rainy days
Thinking how you did me wrong
I pretended to grow strong
I pretended to carry on
And so you're back
From outer space
I just walked to the cemetery to find you
With that sad look upon your face(as usual)
I should have changed my stupid life
I should have made you leave your identity
I'd wished for such a long time
That you'd be back to love me
Go on now go, walk on the roof with me
Just don't get up now
'Cause you really can't see
The guy with the gun that's going to take your life away
This ain't your lucky day………
You think
I'd walk away
You think I'd get another life
Oh no, not I
I won't survive
As long as I'm obsessed with Julia
I know I will not stay alive
I've got no more life to live
I've got no more love to give
And I won't survive
I'm going off to die
It took all the strength I had
Not to fall apart
Kept trying hard to hold in with my hand
The pieces of my broken heart (literally)
And I spent oh so many minutes
Slumping' down that flight of stairs
I was about to die
And I was going to hold my head up high
And you see me
A bleeding mess
I'm just not that laid back person- (who wasn't like the rest)
And I put my hand up high
Saying "Bang" all to myself
And then I died
That's what I call a homicide
Free. . .
Wanna be free. . . Gonna be free. . .
and move among the stars
You know they really aren't so far
Feels so free. . .
Gotta know free. . . Please. . .
Don't wake me from the dream
It's really everything it seemed