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Couples/Pairings of this story: Ludwig(Germany)/Feliciano(Italy) among others.

WARNING!

This story contains slight boyXboy. If you don't like this, then DON'T READ. It's as sipmle as that.

Now if you're all good with boyXboy, let's get on with the story.

Chapter 1

Italy. AKA, Feliciano Vargas. 'Feli' for short. A man no, a boy. Who is addicted to pasta and sleeping (pretty much next to me). He is a happy go lucky type of person. That's his problem though. All he seems to know when it comes to fighting is surrendering. He's always coming to me when he's in doubt. Whe can't he just grow up and learn how to fight for himself. Sigh. Then again, I don't mind. I don't understand why either. Sure he can be annoying at times. Well, most of the time. Who doesn't have their moments though. I know that I have mine. There is something about him though, that makes me want him near me.

When i first became allies with Feliciano, I felt like my heart was meant to be next to his. Of course I didn't want to beliee it at first. He was a complete stranger. From day one though, he's been by my side (even in my sleep). After a while he became my best friend and I got use to him I want him to e more than that. But, I don't remember ever feeling like this for someone before but, it's almost like deja vu. It just feels so right. I don't even know what to do about it. I've wanted to tell him for what seems t obe forever now. I don't know how or ecen where to start. Should I tell him in person, write a letter, or just let him figure it out? Sigh.

"Well sitting on your arsch won't get you anywhere, now will it?"

What the hell, "Big Bruder, when did you get home? Wait, what are you talking about?" he nearly made me jump out of my skin.

When did he get home and without me knowing it? Wait, crap, was I talking out loud?

"Oh long enough to hear you ask yourself how you shold tell soeone something though. So, West, who is it?"

"Who's what?" STUPID, STUPID, STUPID! He knows when I play stupid. He's my older bruder ja, but I can't tell him the truth! He'd only mock me.

"Don't act like you don't know. Who is it?

Oh great now I've really done it. What the hell am I going to tell him?

"It's no one, don't worry about it. W-would you like something to eat?" Maybe if he's stuffing his face he'll drop the topic. I just hope that hw won't try pushing the subject.

"Well, breakfas does sound good."

Standing in front of my stove with a pan, eggs, and bacon trying to make us some breakfast is hard when someoneis starring you down. Gilbert can be a little weird when it comes to others and their feelings. He once found Elizaveta in the woods nearly naked after a battle. He told me that he felt so stupid that day. I can't believe he thought she was a man at first. Than again she thought she was one too. It doesn't suprise me though. They grew up around nothing but men. Than therre are the questions he asks. Like...

"Where is your little italian friend? Hehehe. Doesn't he usually stay here for the night?"

"Huh, Ja, he does normally stay here. But, his bruder Romano was in town. So he stayed with him for the weekend."

"Were you lonely without him?"

"What? Why do you ask?" This is the kind of questions he asks people. Wuistions that are none of his concern.

"Nothing, other than did you miss your 'lover' last night? Aha."

"There is nothing going on between us. And You're an arsch, you know that right?"

"Eh, its a job of an older bruder even if we are just countries."

He's right, We are just that, countries, We have been arounfe for god knows how long. But, who knows how long we will still be here. We could live for many more centuries; or, next week could bering us our dooms day. Either way we may never know. That's why I fear the day that's called, tommorrow.

"Wait, what do you mean there is nothing going on between you two?"

"It's exactly what it sounds like. We are not a couple. I don't even know if Feli feels the same way." We are now at the talble eating away at our breakfast and sipping away at our coffee that I Mad for us, well me.

"If he didn't feel the something towards you, then why does he act the way he does? Or why would he even let you kiss him on the cheeck when you guys greet each other?"

"I don't know. It's true that I'm the only one who greets hi like that but everything else he does, he does to Japan."

"Really hmmm, I wonder...wait, does telling that someone something have to do with Feliciano, West?" I whipped my head to look at him. I might have given myself whiplash.

"Uh..." No, no, no. This is not good. I can feel the blood rushing to my face. This is not how I wanted to start my morning out.

"No, no. Why would it be him for?" I can't look at him now. I have to get up. My face must be a shade of a tomato. GREAT! That bastard; sitting there at MY table. With a smirk on his face, I can tell by the way he's giggling to himself. Why did he bring up my Feli for? I'm sure he did it on purpouse.

Does he already know that I have feelings for Feliciano?

Getting up from his blasted seat, he comes right next to me with a jump to his step. Hmph, sometimes he reminds me of a little school girl with a secret to tell, I swear. he tried to look me in the face with his betty little eyes. He failed miserably though.

"Oh come on West, why are you so shy all of a sudden, hmmm? Oh, could it be that you, oh I don't know, have feelings for this young italian."

"Oh, like you don't have feelings for El..." SMACK! My hand is now on my mouth. OH SHIT! I can't believe that slipped.

"I was only picking on you West but, aha. I don't believe it. Youdo have feelings for him!"

"Shut up."

"What was that West? I couldn't quite hear you."

"I said, SHUT UP!"

"Luddy I'm back!"

"spiaking of the devil"

"Feli, in the kitchen." Great, what will big bruder do now? Oh no.

"say a word to him about what you just found out I will punch you in the throat. got it?"

"Yea, yea. I heard you."

"Oh Luddy I, oh hello Gilbert. I didn't know you were home."

"It's ok Feliciano, join us please. How was your weekend without ludwig, hmmm?"

"Ve~ Thank you. It was, different. It's been a while sinve I left ludwig's house for a bit. I was ok though."

"Oh , is that so? Did you miss him?" Bruder and that god damn grin. He knows I hate that look. He's lucky Feli is sitting across from me. I would have hit that smirk right off his smug face right about now.

"I did, I did. Fratello kept kicking me in my sleep though. He kept asking for Antonio."

"Ah! So you two missed each other. Isn't that nice West?"

THAT GIGGALING BASTARD! He's mocking me! If only looks could kill right now.

"Ve~ Luddy missed me!"

"Ja, ja, I did."

Duh,of course I did. It's been to long since I've been alone. I don't ever want to be alone again. This weekend was bad enough. Tossing and turning each night. I don't even want to imagine what it'd be like without Feli next to me for an entire week.

Feli and bruder started chit-chatting while I took their plates and started dishes. The first talked about work. Then from work to the weather. The talked and talked for I don't know how long. I just stayed quiet and kept to myself. Just to my own thoughts.

"Um West, are you feeling alright?"

"Huh, I feel fine. Why do you ask?"

"You haven't said much sinve Feliciano got back and you look a little red in the face to me."

Huh, when did he care about my well being? Wait, he's up to something.

"Hey Feliciano, don't you agree his face is a little red?"

Feli didn't answer him though. Instead he got up from his seat and stood right in front of me. He Started brushing away the bangs of my un-combbed hair out of my eyes. He started pulling my face towards his.

"Feli, what are you, hey, wait a..."

To Late. He closed his eyes and leaned up on his tip toes. Then his forhead is already up against mine. Oh GOD. Now I'm sure my face could be mistaken for a tomato!

"It doesn't feel like you have a fever ut, your very red in the face still. I'll be right back." With that, Feli was off going towards the stairs.

"Aw that's so sweet. You should see your face! Aha!"

"SHUT UP GILBERT!"

"Oh West! It's not my fault you're becomeing a man right before my eyes. I couldn't be anymore proud."

"Give it a rest Bruder. It's too damn early in the morning for this."

"Luddy, I can't find the thermoneter. Did you use it recently?"

"Try the Bathroom cabnet Feli, I'm sure it couldn't have gone far."

"Hey West. What if Feliciano did like you back? What would you do?"

"What the hell bruder? I-I don't know what I would do."

"Wanna know what I think you would do?"

"No I don't want to know."

"I think you would kiss...Wait, hold on. My cell is going off. Damn him! It's Francis. I'll be right back."

"Ja, ja. Don't do anything stupid Bruder."

Bruder left me here in the kitchen. Well, I guess I could always help Feli find that damn thermometer. Knowing him, I'm suprised he hasn't given up yet.

I got up and headed towards the stairs. I was about halfway up the stairs when I hear pat, pat, pat dwon the hallway upstairs.

"Luddy, Luddy, I found the ther..WHAAAAA!"

"OH NO FELI!"

He slammed into me knocking me over. We both go down the stairs. Next thing I know I'm on my back and Feli is on top of me.

"Ow. Feliciano, are you alright?"

"I'm ok. Thanks to you. Are you alright though?"

Before I could answer him, guess who bursts into the hallway.

"Are you everything alright? I heard yelling and oh. Aha! Hey, I have to get going. So I'll just leave you two love birds alone for a while. Don't get to friendly with each other now. Bye!" With that said he dashed off to the front door.

"You're so not awesome Gilbert!"

"Oh West that hurt!"

Thank god he's gone.

"Luddy, who are the love birds?"

"Feliciano, can you please get off of me first?"

It's going to be a long day today.

Author's Note: Well that's the first chapter. Thanks for reading so far. I revised this chapter for it has been 3 years since I started the story. I would like to thank the user blueisme for their comment on the original chapter. You're part of the reason I came back to this story.