If Only

If only I had died that night

If only he had killed me.

That day, that hour

But no, he didnt.

So here I suffet.

My heart sometimes bleeds.

My soul yerns.

Death is what should have befold me.

Death is what i jern for.

Life is a waste.

Death is what i want now

No matter how I will tame it

Somday soon


ot bad for for my first ever poem!