The night had been rough. There was no doubt about that. Thankfully, there was a support system with him. The amount of weeping and sorrow was still more than he could live with alone, but those around him instilled hope. Especially one person. Hizaki was very glad that Kamijo was there for him when everything just crashed down. Missing Jasmine was by far the hardest thing Hizaki had to go through. He had been through nearly hell in reaching the point he was at. Calloused hands, crushed dreams, rejection. But the death of a family member, the death of Eternal Member Jasmine broke him to pieces and he was frightened that he would never be able to pick them up and put back the pieces of his sanity. The fact that Kamijo was there for him was more than enough to keep the blond going through with this healing process. Kamijo was just a wonderful friend and Hizaki was more than thankful for him being in his life.
Rolling out of bed, Hizaki stretched out his sore body, moaning contently. After fixing the top he wore to bed, he walked into his bedroom's adjoining bathroom and showered, washing his long hair that took years to grow out and be able to wear up without those stupid extensions. The vibrant blond was still fake, but he liked himself as a blond better anyways~ Silly thoughts like that helped him retain a bit of who he was. A bit of what life was like before. A bit of happiness. Enough to create more. After showering, Hizaki dried himself off, changing into black jeans with a white shirt and a structured black jacket. He had his costumes at the studio, and since he didn't have to be there today, there was no reason to dress up.
Not dressing up, however, was not an excuse to not do his hair~ Hizaki spent the better part of forty-five minutes to dry his hair and give it only a slight wave. Hizaki opted out of feature popping make up, which was probably for the best, he didn't want to draw attention to himself when he went out to do his daily business, because with that came the fans. The fans who would bombard him and ask him about Jasmine. Questions he didn't want to answer. Questions he was unable to answer without falling to tears and creating a media sensation. He was sure no fans would recognize him without his trademark dresses and makeup, at least not where he was planning on going.
Grabbing his cellphone, keys and wallet, Hizaki left his home and locked the door behind him. He got into his car and left, heading off to go somewhere private where he and his thoughts could be alone, without interruption and without worry about the people around him. Somewhere safe.