A/N: I quickly came up with this story about Alois reflecting on life before he died. Warnings: One sided Claude/Alois and Character death. Enjoy!
I lay against a tree, my side bleeding, breathing heavily. I know I'm dying. I know I lived a terrible life. I know how terrible I am. I know I deserve it. I lived my life the way I did, and I regret it. If only I had been a better person. I know this wound I have from Ciel stabbing me, I know I deserved it. My life has been full of hardships, but I'm an awful person. Ciel had a hard life as well and he never acted anything like me. At all. I lost everyone and everything. I lost Luka, my parents, my village...I was raped and abused as a child by that perverted old man I escaped. And that was when..When I made my contract with Claude. Claude is all I have left, and I'm in love with Claude. I know well enough by now Claude only wants my soul. He does not care for me. Then again, no one ever cared for me. Claude does not love me. All he ever loved about me was my soul. He has a thirst for my blood, and a hunger and desire for my soul. "Master, why are you here?" I look up, and Claude stood there. "Claude! Claude! You can never leave my side, EVER! Your all I have!" I cried. Claude came down face level with me, and placed his hand on my cheeks, wiping my tears away. "What a thing to say to a butler." He said, with a devilish smirk. Then...seconds of pain and darkness. I knew he never cared. Because, he just killed me. That sick, devilish smirk he had on his face as he killed me, but I guess it is what I deserved. "Claude, do you love me now...? Now that I'm dead...?" I ask, crying. Claude and I both know the answer to that. And the answer is no. As I lay there in the darkness, I see people walking towards me, but I couldn't make out who it was. After a few moments, I could make out who it was. It was...It was Luka and my mother! As they walk toward me, a small blue butterfly started flying and I whisper: "Now, I'm where butterflies never die, and spider webs can never again bind me and keep me caught in their trap." I smiled and then said: "Claude, if you can hear me, I have something to say. I'll never be alone again, Claude. I knew you never cared for me, I no longer have to be caught in your trap...I'm reunited with the ones I love. I never have to be a hostage to your spider web again."
A/N: Yeah, I wrote this really quick. I think it sucks, I'm sick so I should have more fanfics up tonight and tomorrow. Please read and review and thanks for reading I hope it was good and enjoyable to read!