I Will Make You Cry
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Category: Semi-songfic, angst
Series/Sequel: Maybe.
Spoiler: Just if you don't know who they are.
Warning: Extremely angsty and gooshy.
Feedback: Yes, please. Drop me a line.
Thanks and dedicated to: Nelly Furtado--it wouldn't have been written without her music.
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only cause you pain, yeah
(I promise that)
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only bring on the rain
I have to do this. Dai only thinks he's happy with me--didn't he know that
there is--there has to be--someone better for him than me?
I turn my head and look at him, passed out next to me. He's so innocent looking
now, and so beau--.
No! I can't start thinking about this now, and start falling back in love
with him again. We aren't right together--opposites may attract, but in the
end, they're still completely different.
The sun and the rain . . .
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only cause you pain, yeah
(I promise that)
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only bring on the rain
I've already made so many mistakes in my life, and I don't want to add Daisuke
to the list. He's still got his whole life ahead of him--and I have nothing.
If I leave him, I will break his heart, but it will heal. If I stay . . .
his heart will give way, tear, and he'll become like me.
Just the thought of it scares me--I can't bear to drag down his spirit like
that.
We've been through so much together, but everything has to end. Dai will
find someone better, he will. He has to. I know he can do so much better--I'm
not that good-looking (he could get someone with ten times the looks), not
that smart (he could find a person with an IQ higher than mine), and not
that good at sports (he was better when he was eleven than I am now).
With a sigh, I sit up and look down at him.
. . .you'll be crying . . .
The moonlight highlights two shiny streaks on his cheeks--tears? Has he been
crying? As I begin to get up, he whimpers at the loss of contact and his
bloodshot eyes open.
. . .I'm sorry I made you cry . . .
. . .I didn't mean to, let me wipe those tears away. . .
"Dai?" I whisper, reaching down and brushing my thumb over his cheek. "Dai,
what's the matter? Why're you crying?"
"I dreamt," he replies brokenly. "I dreamt that you were gonna leave me 'cause
you thought you weren't good enough."
. . . wipe those tears away baby . . .
. . . don't cry baby . . .
He sits up and I enfold him in my arms as his body shakes with sobs. "You
won't leave me, will you? Oh, God, Ken, promise me you'll never leave. "
"Never," I whisper as my heart breaks and refills with love for him.
After all, even the sun needs a little rain.
. . . it's only rain.
bwee! poor ken. poor dai. aww, but they're so cute together!
^_^
dai: *i can feel my heart beating . . . no, wait . . .that's ken's . . .*
and of course the daiken line . . .
ken: seeing you squirm is so delicious.
anywho!
dai and ken belong to tv tokyo and whoever else owns them. the song,
"i will make u cry," belongs to nelly furtado, off her cd "whoa, nelly!"
it's really a great cd, check it out.