NOTE: I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA OR THE OTHERS!!

IMPORTANT: THIS IS THE NEW AND IMPROVED CHAPTER 1

Updated: 1.15.08

(NOTE IF ANY OF THE CHAPTERS DOESN'T HAVE "updated:" or "important new and improved chapter #" THEN IT HASN'T BEEN UPDATED.

I ran as fast as I could from the two people mating before me, sticks scratching across my exposed legs. I tried as hard as I could to forget them but it was burned into my mind to stay forever. I felt sick to my stomach. After he told me his feelings towards me and I told him mines. He went ahead and betrayed me. I stopped in front of a tree and sat my back against it. The pouring rain hitting my face, I finally have had enough of him treating me like this. He would always go to that dead clay bitch, kikyou. I will always be just a second resort. After all, who would want a copy when you have the real thing? I sighed; I didn't have any tears left to cry. What was the point anyway? I just sat there with a blank expression as I listened to my MP3 player. I felt so empty, like Kikyou finally ripped the rest of my soul from my being. I closed my eyes, waiting for the comfort of unconsciousness to take over.

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I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes, it seems like I've been sleeping for about three hours. Still no one came to get me, sorry ass friends. I was soaked, my black hair sticking to my face. The rain was still pouring down. I turned on 'Stronger by Kanye West' on my MP3 player. "Now if that don't kill me. Can only make me stronger…" I whispered standing up making my way back to Kadea's hut. I listened to that same song all the way there hoping what I just said will actually happen.

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The others have been in the hut worried about Kagome. Shippo kept nagging about Inuyasha always leaving to go to Kikyou and leaving his friend behind. Inuyasha sat there ignoring everyone, he came back an hour after mating with Kikyou. He decided he really wanted Kikyou and she could take Kagome's place. He still loved Kagome but he truly wanted was Kikyou.

He was brought out of his thoughts when I burst threw the hut. I was soaked; my face was rid of emotions. If I could look at a reflection of myself, I would say it was similar to Sesshomaru's cold mask. I looked at Inuyasha then walked towards him. He didn't know what to do or what to say. 'She must have seen me and kikyou mating.' Inuyasha was brought out of his thought when he felt my hand smack him right across the face. "How could you!? I thought …I thought you loved me.You ungrateful bastard! That bitch doesn't really love you! Do you think Kikyou loves you when she doesn't like who you really are and want to change you? How can you think that's okay, Inuysha? Are you seriously that desperate? How can you even say that's love!? Inuyasha just for the record, I loved you for who you are. That's real love. I had it with you, there are some things I can stand for ever but this, I can't take anymore. I-I just can't be apart of this group to any further extent. I'm getting the shards on my own." That was the only last thing I said. Igrabbed her bag and walked out the door. He was shocked from my actions. He watched as his group begged me to stay but I declined and started to walk the opposite way from the well. The direction we were all going in the first place.