If you get scared, don't read this please.
Its pg-13 for violence, and blood, and death.
People remembered when I wrote that Alternative messed up demon story? (darkest time) well this is another ..WHAT if the future turned out differently.
Only..its way more disturbing.
First thing, this is based on this Digimon Rpg I go to. The people in the story, most, are DD's or Enemys. This is based on my chari. from this rpg, and WHAT if things turned out diffrently, and dark. (I am not evil, lol I am good, but in this story, its what if?)
Basicly its what if my char. in this rpg (whos a DigiDesteined) did NOT get her partner back. (Vegeta-Megidramon is my partner, he died, but got resurrected) And what if she turned to darkness, because of this.
I decided to go deep within my psych. and try and figure out, what I would of been like, had Vegeta not been restored, had I not gotten sane.. what if my anger, hatred, pain consumed me so completely..I went completely insane and dark?
Also QUICK note-For those who know Duskmon, and Velgmon, you will note, there are differences between the one you know, and the one in my story. I know tis. Duskmon, in my story, I wished to make different then the Duskmon on the show.For example, Duskmon's blades (in this story) Are detachable (like real swords) and are NOT red, they are more, bone white.
Without Further Ado,
Read, if you dare. Disturbing, it is.
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Chapter 1-Digital World, Home no Longer.
I raise my head to the sky, the sun shinning brightly down on my face. The sun.. So bright.. What right did it have to shine so brightly? Why was it so happy? I close my eyes, the sun beating down on my face. Flash's of images shoot though my mind. Being chased..Running though darkness.. A huge white globe, bearing down. The roar of pain, from my partner...as his life ended. Screams of others, all to brief, before ending. Darkness again. Then red, blood red rain streaming down. The images.. Some real, Some imagined, Some I did not know. Real. Not real. Did it mater anymore, what images was real or not? They all carried the same feelings. The same pain. The same loneness. The same heat. They consumed me day and night. My dreams, were nightmares, my waking moments, eternal pain. To end such pain.. What would i not give? But the pain, never ended. Only one way, did I ever find, to ease it, even if it was ever so briefly. With my eyes still closed, I grasp my D-Tector, moving it to my heart. I feel it burning...I feel the burning need to transform..to become not me.
"Spirit Evolutoin Activate!"
Dark energy surrounds me, I tilt my head up higher, letting the dark spirit cover me, consume me. My body transforms, becomes that of a dark warrior, and when the digivolution energy fades, a Feminine Duskmon stands in the bright sunlight. I open my eyes..my cold red eyes.
The sunlight, dose not seem so bright, and cheerful now. It seems more like burning fire.. The same fire that consumes my soul. I wish, I could bring that fire down, that burns so brightly in space,so all may feel, what I feel inside. I stand there, for a few more minutes, but my thoughts start to wander, I start thinking of him.. my partner.. Who never really had a chance. I push those thoughts aside, and leap into the air. My eyes scout the plain, and in the distance, I see my prey. I land, on the ground, and smirk a bit, then begun running. I run though the grass, and soon my eyes fall on the Goatmon ahead of me. I continue running, drawing my swords out, to my side. The Goatmon looks up, and raises his hooves, he starts to run, far to late. I leap into the air.
"Swords of Darkness!"
The Goatmon looks at me, I feel its fear, vibrating, time seems to slow down, I hover above the Goatmon, slowly my swords move stretch down, as I slowly fall to the terrified Goatmon. And then, a flash of red and blue streak past, restoring time."
"Fire Rocket!"
The attack hits me, sending me tumbling into the grass. A Flamedramon lands near me. It looks at the Goatmon.
Flamedramon:"Run."
Goatmon turns, without a word, and flees. I leap up, facing the Flamedramon, my eyes, duskmon's eyes, start to glow.
Another voice, comes to me, pleading almost.
"Don't do this, Please."
I turn my head, to see..him. He who has followed me ever since I abandoned the others. Set out on my own. He's never given up trying.
"Leave me in peace."
He looks at me, his eyes angry, but sad.
"Peace? You are slaughtering Digimon, Innocent Digimon. What kind of peace can that bring, Jen?"
I growl and turn my eyes, back to Flamedramon.
"What peace, can I have? I lost everything. You cannot understand me, Dave. LEAVE ME ALONE!"
Dave:"You did not loose everything! We are still here, your friends."
"I did. My hole world, shattered. Vegeta..."
I close my eyes..remembering the night I woke up in that other realm, Woken up, by a pain so severe, and so deep, the shattering of the bond, I and my partner, Vegeta the Megidramon had.
Dave:"Jen.."
I open my eyes again.
"The darkness.. Has chased me. It hurt me. They took my partners away from me, Vegeta.. They struck at me.. The darkness consumed me. The pain.. is like red hot knifes, the anger, like burning flames."
Dave:"Let us ease your pain, Jen. We can help you. Its not to late."
I roar, Flamedramon jumps.
"It is! Get that though your head! The only way to ease my pain, is to make others feel it!"
Dave;"You can't believe that!"
"How many Digimon, must fall, before you realize, I DON'T CARE anymore about them? About you, about anyone. I tried to care, tried to save, I fought for this world, suffered for it. And how was I repaid? With the death of my partners, with the death of VEGETA! He meant the hole world to me. All I did, All I helped, for nothing. All it got me was pain. Pain that never eases, pain that burns deeper by the day."
Dave:"Jen! Please.."
I glare at him, and strike the ground with my sword.
"STOP CHASING ME! LEAVE ME ALONE!"
Dave:"I cannot. You are my friend, and for that reason, and because you hurt Digimon, I cannot, Jen."
"And what will you do, if I don't stop? I can't. Its the only thing that eases my pain."
Dave:"Jen. Don't make me do this."
I raise my swords to the sky, Flamedramon crouches, ready to spring on Dave's orders.
"Slide Evolution! Velgamon!"
My wings spreed out as I take to the air, a dark cloud, passes over the sun. I circle the ground below.
Dave:"JEN!"
"Face it. You lost me. You chase after a person, that dose not exist anymore. The demons saw to that! They destroyed my partners. They chased me, Attacked me. Brought the moon down..Which killed Vegeta."
Dave;"The demons are gone, Jen. Let your Digimon's spirits rest in peace, end this."
I glare down at Dave.
"You betrayed me, to! You all did! You KNEW Vegeta would not make it, you KNEW! Yet you did not even tell me, when we went into the void, to the other world, that he would not make it. That he would DIE! NONE of you had the courage, or Honor to tell me! You should of, I could of saved him!"
Dave:"Jen. No one could. He was far to deep, in demon territory. There was nothing you could of done. We mearly.. Wanted to ease your pain..."
I scream, a hellish sound, that echos throughout the Digital World.
"EASE MY PAIN?? YOU ONLY DEEPENDED IT!!"
More storm clouds gather and I circle Dave and Flamedramon, my wings glowing.
Dave:"Jen, NO!"
Flamedramon jumps toward Dave, as energy pierces the ground all around them.
"ZONE DELETER!!!!"
I start to fire it, Flamedramon dives, covering Dave, then my eyes go to his.. I feel.. No..its OF THE PAST such emotions.only hurt..GO AWAY!
I scream again, Thoughts.. of I can't hurt him, or kill him..flash though my head...and the atttack stops, I stop it..before it can hit the two below, the energy from the attack explodes in midair, the shock-wave hits me, hard, I feel myself DeDigivovle, and then I scream as everything goes black.
Its pg-13 for violence, and blood, and death.
People remembered when I wrote that Alternative messed up demon story? (darkest time) well this is another ..WHAT if the future turned out differently.
Only..its way more disturbing.
First thing, this is based on this Digimon Rpg I go to. The people in the story, most, are DD's or Enemys. This is based on my chari. from this rpg, and WHAT if things turned out diffrently, and dark. (I am not evil, lol I am good, but in this story, its what if?)
Basicly its what if my char. in this rpg (whos a DigiDesteined) did NOT get her partner back. (Vegeta-Megidramon is my partner, he died, but got resurrected) And what if she turned to darkness, because of this.
I decided to go deep within my psych. and try and figure out, what I would of been like, had Vegeta not been restored, had I not gotten sane.. what if my anger, hatred, pain consumed me so completely..I went completely insane and dark?
Also QUICK note-For those who know Duskmon, and Velgmon, you will note, there are differences between the one you know, and the one in my story. I know tis. Duskmon, in my story, I wished to make different then the Duskmon on the show.For example, Duskmon's blades (in this story) Are detachable (like real swords) and are NOT red, they are more, bone white.
Without Further Ado,
Read, if you dare. Disturbing, it is.
==============
Chapter 1-Digital World, Home no Longer.
I raise my head to the sky, the sun shinning brightly down on my face. The sun.. So bright.. What right did it have to shine so brightly? Why was it so happy? I close my eyes, the sun beating down on my face. Flash's of images shoot though my mind. Being chased..Running though darkness.. A huge white globe, bearing down. The roar of pain, from my partner...as his life ended. Screams of others, all to brief, before ending. Darkness again. Then red, blood red rain streaming down. The images.. Some real, Some imagined, Some I did not know. Real. Not real. Did it mater anymore, what images was real or not? They all carried the same feelings. The same pain. The same loneness. The same heat. They consumed me day and night. My dreams, were nightmares, my waking moments, eternal pain. To end such pain.. What would i not give? But the pain, never ended. Only one way, did I ever find, to ease it, even if it was ever so briefly. With my eyes still closed, I grasp my D-Tector, moving it to my heart. I feel it burning...I feel the burning need to transform..to become not me.
"Spirit Evolutoin Activate!"
Dark energy surrounds me, I tilt my head up higher, letting the dark spirit cover me, consume me. My body transforms, becomes that of a dark warrior, and when the digivolution energy fades, a Feminine Duskmon stands in the bright sunlight. I open my eyes..my cold red eyes.
The sunlight, dose not seem so bright, and cheerful now. It seems more like burning fire.. The same fire that consumes my soul. I wish, I could bring that fire down, that burns so brightly in space,so all may feel, what I feel inside. I stand there, for a few more minutes, but my thoughts start to wander, I start thinking of him.. my partner.. Who never really had a chance. I push those thoughts aside, and leap into the air. My eyes scout the plain, and in the distance, I see my prey. I land, on the ground, and smirk a bit, then begun running. I run though the grass, and soon my eyes fall on the Goatmon ahead of me. I continue running, drawing my swords out, to my side. The Goatmon looks up, and raises his hooves, he starts to run, far to late. I leap into the air.
"Swords of Darkness!"
The Goatmon looks at me, I feel its fear, vibrating, time seems to slow down, I hover above the Goatmon, slowly my swords move stretch down, as I slowly fall to the terrified Goatmon. And then, a flash of red and blue streak past, restoring time."
"Fire Rocket!"
The attack hits me, sending me tumbling into the grass. A Flamedramon lands near me. It looks at the Goatmon.
Flamedramon:"Run."
Goatmon turns, without a word, and flees. I leap up, facing the Flamedramon, my eyes, duskmon's eyes, start to glow.
Another voice, comes to me, pleading almost.
"Don't do this, Please."
I turn my head, to see..him. He who has followed me ever since I abandoned the others. Set out on my own. He's never given up trying.
"Leave me in peace."
He looks at me, his eyes angry, but sad.
"Peace? You are slaughtering Digimon, Innocent Digimon. What kind of peace can that bring, Jen?"
I growl and turn my eyes, back to Flamedramon.
"What peace, can I have? I lost everything. You cannot understand me, Dave. LEAVE ME ALONE!"
Dave:"You did not loose everything! We are still here, your friends."
"I did. My hole world, shattered. Vegeta..."
I close my eyes..remembering the night I woke up in that other realm, Woken up, by a pain so severe, and so deep, the shattering of the bond, I and my partner, Vegeta the Megidramon had.
Dave:"Jen.."
I open my eyes again.
"The darkness.. Has chased me. It hurt me. They took my partners away from me, Vegeta.. They struck at me.. The darkness consumed me. The pain.. is like red hot knifes, the anger, like burning flames."
Dave:"Let us ease your pain, Jen. We can help you. Its not to late."
I roar, Flamedramon jumps.
"It is! Get that though your head! The only way to ease my pain, is to make others feel it!"
Dave;"You can't believe that!"
"How many Digimon, must fall, before you realize, I DON'T CARE anymore about them? About you, about anyone. I tried to care, tried to save, I fought for this world, suffered for it. And how was I repaid? With the death of my partners, with the death of VEGETA! He meant the hole world to me. All I did, All I helped, for nothing. All it got me was pain. Pain that never eases, pain that burns deeper by the day."
Dave:"Jen! Please.."
I glare at him, and strike the ground with my sword.
"STOP CHASING ME! LEAVE ME ALONE!"
Dave:"I cannot. You are my friend, and for that reason, and because you hurt Digimon, I cannot, Jen."
"And what will you do, if I don't stop? I can't. Its the only thing that eases my pain."
Dave:"Jen. Don't make me do this."
I raise my swords to the sky, Flamedramon crouches, ready to spring on Dave's orders.
"Slide Evolution! Velgamon!"
My wings spreed out as I take to the air, a dark cloud, passes over the sun. I circle the ground below.
Dave:"JEN!"
"Face it. You lost me. You chase after a person, that dose not exist anymore. The demons saw to that! They destroyed my partners. They chased me, Attacked me. Brought the moon down..Which killed Vegeta."
Dave;"The demons are gone, Jen. Let your Digimon's spirits rest in peace, end this."
I glare down at Dave.
"You betrayed me, to! You all did! You KNEW Vegeta would not make it, you KNEW! Yet you did not even tell me, when we went into the void, to the other world, that he would not make it. That he would DIE! NONE of you had the courage, or Honor to tell me! You should of, I could of saved him!"
Dave:"Jen. No one could. He was far to deep, in demon territory. There was nothing you could of done. We mearly.. Wanted to ease your pain..."
I scream, a hellish sound, that echos throughout the Digital World.
"EASE MY PAIN?? YOU ONLY DEEPENDED IT!!"
More storm clouds gather and I circle Dave and Flamedramon, my wings glowing.
Dave:"Jen, NO!"
Flamedramon jumps toward Dave, as energy pierces the ground all around them.
"ZONE DELETER!!!!"
I start to fire it, Flamedramon dives, covering Dave, then my eyes go to his.. I feel.. No..its OF THE PAST such emotions.only hurt..GO AWAY!
I scream again, Thoughts.. of I can't hurt him, or kill him..flash though my head...and the atttack stops, I stop it..before it can hit the two below, the energy from the attack explodes in midair, the shock-wave hits me, hard, I feel myself DeDigivovle, and then I scream as everything goes black.