Disclaimer: I do not own Saiyuki and its characters.
Warning: None...maybe a bit of gore, depending on your imagination.
Summary: I will make you a deal. Hakkai POV. Drabble.
AN: It was difficult to decide this drabble's genre. Any suggestions for a different genre?


"So That You Will"
By CloveeD

I will make you a deal.

I will give you my right eye. Solely for your avenging satisfaction.

Then, I will give you my left eye. Because when I go to that place, I will be too ashamed to look at her face again.

I will give you my left ear. In useless hopes that I would not hear her cries.

Then, I will give you my right ear. But be careful, because I do not know what would happen if my limiters are ripped off along with my ear.

I'll give you my nose. I won't need to breath for long after this. I hope it satisfies your burning, hate-filled soul.

I'll give you my tongue. Because there would be no words needed. No cowardly excuses - when I see her body again.

If you'd like, I will give you my thumbs, my index fingers, and the rest. These fingers, she won't like them anymore. They smell of sinful murder.

I'd give you my toes, if they quench your thirsty, blood-seeking spirit. I will not need to walk for long after this.

If you are still unsatisfied, I will give you each of my limbs --- my right arm, then my left. My legs, then my thighs.

Although, as a favor, I'd like to ask you to wait until I get to that place. To where she lies. Because then, I'd need my limbs to lay myself beside her, and to set a fire.

If you'd like, you may take my organs then. Slice open my chest - my torso. Take what satisfies you the most.

For I need no heart, no lungs, no guts for what I have done.

Just you wait, I will give all these things to you. Because I -----

"AGH!!! STOP! STOP IT!!"

"Ooph!"

"Your eye! Is your eye------" Gasps and sighs of relief, "What were you THINKING?! And I was just saying that you have beautiful eyes!!!"

- Owari -


End Notes: I wondered what would have happened if Goku hadn't came in time. In the manga version Hakkai actually did rip his eye out and throw it at the demon who came for revenge. After that, Hakkai used a glass eye as a replacement. And that last sentence where Goku said Hakkai had beautiful eyes, that was from the manga too...if I remember correctly. One way or the other, it's a mixture of anime and manga's take on that scene.

Feedback is always welcomed!

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