Hey I'm back! With a new story. Just enjoy... and tell me what your think!

Disclaimer: If i wasn't a girl and not from Germany and my name was Dan and... yeah I DON'T OWN VICTORIOUS :'(

Tori POV

„Beck we love you!" these Northridge girls shouted. I couldn't help but look at Jade who was standing on my right.

She murmered something and I thougt to hear the words: "I used to think that too…" She noticed my staring and looked at me. For a moment I saw her eyes but that was enough to know what she felt.

Suddenly everything she did to me, every insult wasn't important for that moment. This girl was seriously hurt. She tried to cover it up in school but sometimes there were these moments when she lost her masquerade for a second – like now.

I could understand how she has to feel since the break-up and probably the weeks before. The only person she really loved – except for her sister and mother – and I'm sure still does left her partly because she was afraid to loose him like she lost her dad.

And everytime she sees beck interact with some girl – yeah with me too – it must be like she got stabbed in her heart.

Everyone knows jade isn't that good with showing emotions but with beck she let her walls down and finally opened to him – which now has to seem like a big mistake to her.

I knew tough she could never stop loving him and I'm pretty sure Beck still does love her too. There was more between them of which I always was jealous. But it wasn't easy because both of them were hurt and disappointed.

Beck because Jade acted like she didn't care anymore towards him and Jade because Beck broke her heart and seems to have forgotten her by now. It seemed like a confirmation to her that love couldn't last for long.

Well… very complicated…

Jade POV

After Becks movie premier which was by the way pretty good except for this parrot thing I changed into my PJs when I got a call from André.

I answered "What do you want André?" but he didn't respond. I was about to end the phone call when I heard a low voice which I eventually recognized as Becks.

I listened more closely: "Can we please not talk about her?" he asked. I wondered who "her" was. "Why not?" André asked. "Because I can't get over her and hearing her name makes it worse." I couldn't be…

"Beck, man you broke up with Jade. It was your decision." André confirmed. "I know but… that was the biggest mistake of my life. I didn't want to lose Jade I just wanted the fighting to stop. You don't know how hard it is to constantly fight with the girl you love. But – André – it's worse to not be with her at all." Okay, please someone wake me up now before I believe what I just heard. But the conversation went on.

"Dude you sound really desperate. You don't seem like that in school. And there you even see her." That's right. Everybody in school would tell you that Beck moved on. "I have to keep my cool in school" Beck explained " but at home my parents can't stand me anymore. They say I'm depressing them. And I don't even live with them anymore! I tried really everything I even kissed Tori to convince myself that I can get over jade but…"

"It didn't help, hm?" "No" Becks voice got quieter "I love Jade to much." There was no sound at the other line for a moment. Then the boy who just said that he still loved me spoke up.

"Why are you laughing?" "Because Beck, if anybody from school could see you like this you would totally lose your cool guy image." André chuckeled. "But seriously why don't you just talk to her?" "Because jade hates me and is possibly right to do so."

I don't know if it was relief that made me cry but suddenly I could feel the tears escaping from my eyes and decided I've heard enough. I ended the call but not before whispering: "I love you too Beck!"

André POV

Suddenly there was a noise in my pocket. I checked it and noticed that my phone was bright. It said: "Conversation ended length: 17 min 43 sec"

Beck raised an eyebrow at me questionly. "I think I called somebody by accident. It happened twice last week when my grandma wanted me to…"

"André!" Beck looked shocked. "whoever it was heard everything I told you!" "Yeah well…" I trailed of. "Who was it?" Beck asked. I looked at my phone - and let out a gasp. Oh no! – and back up to Beck.

"Jade"

Tadaa I try to update soon. Hopefully I have a lot of time the next weeks :)